Video linkWell, you got what you wanted! As I mention in the video, I wanted to edge so much, and I’m also very tired from not sleeping super well (due to having a dildo in my pussy while I sleep), and I KNEW that this often leads to me ruining, but I guess I thought I could take it. Well my body overrode my mind and I ruined. I still feel frustrated and horny.Someone suggested that if I accidentally ruin, my punishment should be some orgasm torture the next day. If I do that tomorrow, I’ll be videoing myself orgasming at least 4 times (over 3 becomes painful, but it does actually take me a while to cum when I’m not being denied, which I know to some of you may come as a surprise). I have to say, the thought of a full orgasm tomorrow makes me really happy, but I also know that I’ll be tortured with more orgasms. The only thing “bad” about that is starting back at 0, which is discouraging, but I think it might be fun still.If you have any ideas, let me know! Also let me know what you think of me, as usual 🙂 <3Edit: Oh and I won't be changing anything, still gonna edge for 5 minutes each day, even tomorrow after all my orgasms female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://www.lovense.com/r/0zgdsg