Month: March 2020

Link to edging video w/ inserting dildo at endI wondered how my nightly edging would go, and it was fairly interesting. I’m still quite sensitive, even after ruining, which makes me think that later punishments for ruining probably won’t involve something as intense as the orgasm torture I’ll be doing tomorrow, because if I’m still pretty much just as sensitive, what’s the point in beating my body back from the bring so severely? I am still going to do some forced orgasms tomorrow because I think it’s hot and I want to make that video though, and we can view it as a punishment, because it will definitely be punishing.The edges I did tonight actually felt like they were coming dangerously close to ruining again, which I’m sure a lot of you would have liked, although the edges also didn’t feel as intense, if that makes any sense. Almost like my pussy got used to cumming and when I applied the vibrator again it just wanted to cum and not bring me as intense sensations with just edging, wanted to bypass the edging altogether.As always, let me know what you think and keep the messages coming, they keep me dripping and aching. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Please give me ideas to punish my clit cause I went over the edge. I have Bobby pins for my clit and nipples and clothespins. I also have toothpaste and icy hot. I have a hairbrush and rubber bands! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Hello everyone.I was told by my Master to start sharing my story here on regular basis, what perhaps will become my diary.I’m 27 years old and been a submissive to my master for 8 years now. Having moved away from my family home I met my to-be Master, with whom we got together quite quickly and soon I moved in. Denial is huge part of my training, what my Master expressed since the very beginning. After all, what he gave me, he can take away.(Un)fortunately I’m unable to orgasm without clit stimulation, what my Master dully exploits. He can avoid clit stimulation while using me (he does it doggy style only). From being under control since the very beginning, through mixed to longer and longer periods without orgasm I’m currently on a 3-period basis. Once every 3 menstruation cycles, on the first day of menstruation, he gives me an orgasm while stimulating my clit with a finger.Looking into the past, frequency presents as follows:2020: 1 orgasm per 3 cycles.2019: 1 orgasm per 1 cycle.2018: 1 orgasm per 1 cycle.2017: 1 orgasm per 2 weeks.2016: 1 orgasm per 2 weeks.2015: 1 orgasm per 1 week.Never was I given an orgasm out of schedule. Sometimes they were skipped as a punishment for my behavior.My Master uses me regularly, however regardless of time and types of stimulation, when clit is omitted I can’t get over the edge. I’m also required to train with ben wa balls on regular basis, at least 1h a day.Lately I was granted first orgasm of 2020, what made my longest time without orgasm in life.I hope I will share my story with all of you regularly and find here some power to stay denied, wet pussy of my Master. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Video linkWell, you got what you wanted! As I mention in the video, I wanted to edge so much, and I’m also very tired from not sleeping super well (due to having a dildo in my pussy while I sleep), and I KNEW that this often leads to me ruining, but I guess I thought I could take it. Well my body overrode my mind and I ruined. I still feel frustrated and horny.Someone suggested that if I accidentally ruin, my punishment should be some orgasm torture the next day. If I do that tomorrow, I’ll be videoing myself orgasming at least 4 times (over 3 becomes painful, but it does actually take me a while to cum when I’m not being denied, which I know to some of you may come as a surprise). I have to say, the thought of a full orgasm tomorrow makes me really happy, but I also know that I’ll be tortured with more orgasms. The only thing “bad” about that is starting back at 0, which is discouraging, but I think it might be fun still.If you have any ideas, let me know! Also let me know what you think of me, as usual 🙂 <3Edit: Oh and I won't be changing anything, still gonna edge for 5 minutes each day, even tomorrow after all my orgasms female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: http://www.lovense.com/r/0zgdsg