Okay, so for anyone who’s not following along, I’ll get you up to speed: I’ve never (successfully) done denial for more than a few days, and this is officially my longest run so far. And I’m a little worried and a lot excited about how much I like it 😅💦 My Sir u/ohheyitsAJ and I still have some normal conversations, but when I get super subby I only talk about how badly I want to suck his cock and make him feel good and how I want to be denied by him forever. It’s….um, new 😅🙈💦💦Last Sunday I was allowed to cum, and I think I did? To be honest I don’t remember. I know I did that Friday and Saturday though. (Disclaimer: always with my Sir’s permission, and with permission on my edges too now! He also likes when I have to beg 😅🙈💦)All week I’ve been in varying states of “normal, forgot anything was even out of the ordinary” and “god please just come here and FUCK ME I’ll do anything”.I’m enjoying the deepthroating practice more than I ever thought I would – I guess it helps a lot when doing it for my actual, real Sir instead of just some imaginary future Sir. It makes me feel extra good and subby and like I’m allowing myself to grow, with his guidance. 🥺💖 I don’t love the sore throat afterwards, but honestly it could be worse? Like it’s not something I enjoy doing per se, but definitely something I’m learning to appreciate. And definitely something that pleases sub brain.I also love how easily we slip from g-rated to just straight-up porn now. Like I’ll be playing Animal Crossing and less than an hour later I’ll be begging for an edge with a dildo gag in my throat and my pussy absolutely soaking the sheets below me.Sir is having me keep a journal of my kinkiness, too! Well, more like a bullet journal- lists of my kinks, my toys, listing every time I edge with the date, how I came, and thanking him. Any suggestions for more pages are welcome!Also, weird thing that’s happening way more regularly during denial: when I feel suddenly turned on, I do this involuntary “yawn” where my body kinda convulses and stretches, originating out from my abs and my pussy. It’s not an orgasm or anything, but it feels surprisingly nice. Does that ever happen to anyone else??I’m going to be denied at least one more week – Sir said to ask you all for reasons why he should let me cum next Sunday, and not keep me denied even longer 🥺🥺 I hate how much I love this idea 😅💦💦💦 so um. Please comment with any reasons I’m allowed to cum (or not) or any suggestions you have for more denial. Thank you all very much in advance!! 💖 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n