extra! extra! read all about my fun filled week with my owner 😁 (day 78 of my denial)

hello, I’m back to share my weekly report with you all again. I really like sharing it here and I hope you enjoy it too ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)im just gonna get into it this time and a lot happened on monday so bear with me. monday was a holiday, MLK day, and my pussy doesn’t work on holidays as in I’m not allowed to fuck it. I woke up that morning having not realized that it was a holiday and watched a video that turned me on and I fucked myself with my dildo 🙃. my owner made me post to reddit asking for punishments. it was relatively smooth sailing at the beginning, I was getting some of the punishments done but then he reminded me that I should still be wearing my slut shoes (heels) while I edge because of a previous punishment. now, I HATE heels and i was already annoyed by the fact that I was being punished because I forgot a holiday so I told him I wouldn’t be doing any more punishments so he punished me for that by saying that he’ll be ignoring me until I finish all of my punishments and thennn I told him that I don’t care (I did though, I hate being ignored 😔) and I’ll ignore him too and i still won’t be completing my punishments or any edges. I gave in after 3 hours because I started feeling reallyyyy bad about it and so I started doing my punishments again. I got most of them done but it got later at night and I started feeling really shitty and I couldn’t even touch myself without hating it. I had to safeword and we stopped and had a long aftercare session that was then picked up again the next day as well (thank you again for that master). it was an interesting day, I enjoyed doing most of the punishments but ig I pushed myself too far.master did have to punish me for ignoring him and not listening to him on monday. so for ignoring him i had to ignore my toys until Friday afternoon (it was friday morning but i threatened to brat later in the week so he pushed it to friday afternoon). I didn’t think I’d be affected much by the punishment but I forgot how much I both love and hate being denied something. the moment I’m told I can’t have something I want it that much more. I found myself daydreaming of drooling on my dildos, roughly fucking my pussy, stuffing both my holes again and hurting myself with my nipple clamps and clothespins. (it’s actually happening again rn just as i write it out so I’ll be writing the rest of this with my ass plugged while I suck on a dildo ☺️)that punishment made me appreciate my toys but it also forced me to fill myself with my fingers and I grew to reallyyy like that as well. I would be stuffing 4 fingers in my cunt desperately trying to mimic the feeling of my dildo. I spent a decent amount of time alternating between fingering myself with 4 fingers and rubbing my clit and tasting my hand covered in my juices. I was also able to get 6 fingers in my ass, my owner is trying to train me to be able to fist my ass so we’re slowly working up to it.master also came up with a great task for me to do. he had me get my fingers dirty before i slept by rubbing my pussy and fingering my ass and instead of letting me taste and clean them he had me just smell them all night long and then i would be allowed to lick them clean in the morning. I loved absolutely everything about this. I got my fingers dirty and I was so tempted to lick them clean but I went to sleep smelling myself on my fingers like a dirty slut and I woke up and I was excited and I felt filthy and turned on for sleeping like that and then I finally got to lick my fingers clean and I could still faintly taste myself on them and that was enough to make me happy 😁I was also punished for being sassy and saying “you’re welcome for making your life easier by not bratting today” to master. apparently saying that counted as bratting so i was punished. i had to sleep with my legs tied together and it wasn’t bad, just slightly annoying because I don’t sleep with my legs in that position. on the other hand I also liked it because struggling and squirming against the scarf I used did turn me on so I might give it another shot and maybe tie myself up some more.one last tiny thing that I believe deserves an honorable mention: this comment thread it seems insignificant but it’s small things that get into my brain like that. master was able to get into my head and make it go fuzzy just by making that comment and having me reply with that. I felt embarrassed and dumb yet controlled and happy, it’s a great combination of emotions that instantly turn me on.I had lots of fun this week while also learning some things and that’s all thanks to my masters efforts. I appreciate his creativity in coming up with new tasks and punishments to keep me entertained and I am extremely grateful that he knows just how to get into my mind and make me want to do nothing but obey him and make him proud ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n