Starting edging and denial with my mistress

Hi guys!I always reading this page and getting a lot of inspiration from all of you lovely girls! Tease and denial is something that always turned me on. After trying self-denial a couple of times, i realized that i want to try long-term but i’m terrible at it. I needed someone to guide, control and own me! And luckly I found my Mistress.Last time I came was on monday. We talked trhough reddit chat, getting to know each other, setting limits and safewords, and then getting started.She made me rub my clit from outside my panties and slap my pussy until I edged. It was very frustrating because i wanted to touch my pussy, feel my skin, feel my wetness, but i did as she told. And then she told me to stop, grab my dildo, slide it inside my pussy and sleep like that.I never sleep with a dildo inside before. I tought i wouldn’t be able to sleep feeling my pussy so filled, streched by my dildo, wanting to fuck it. But somehow I did! And when I woke up I was so glad that she ordered me to fuck myself with it for 5 minutes, because I was so wet and aching! That’s how I started my day, fucking myself like a needy whore who can’t think about anything else than having my holes used for my domme’s pleasure. It made me feel humiliated and even hornier.After that I took a shower and went to work… And oh my god… I think about my aching pussy ALL day. I wanted to touch again. I felt horny and sexy, felt my pussy wetting my panties, my nipples getting hard without any stimulation.Back at home, she told me to play with my pussy for 20 minutes but only edge in the final minute. I did it, grateful i was allowed to touch, and didn’t even think about cumming. I just wanted to enjoy that moment of pleasure.And then she told me her plans: giving me as much ruined orgasms as I can handle in 10 days, until I beg her to deny me again. Then more 10 days until I have a full orgasm. I wonder how long until I beg her mercy, beg her to deny me again.I’m terrified. I never last this long without cumming. I know she’ll break me and turn me into a horny desperate mess, begging for her mercy, before allowing me anything. It’ll be humiliating. But I also excited and wanting to make her proud!And now here i am. With a vibe on low inside my panties, aching, struggling while trying to write, already so desperated i want to beg her to cum. She told me to write and post here while teased like this, i’m guessing to make me remember who owns me now, who is in charge of my body, my pleasure and my torment. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n