8 years of denial

Hello everyone.I was told by my Master to start sharing my story here on regular basis, what perhaps will become my diary.I’m 27 years old and been a submissive to my master for 8 years now. Having moved away from my family home I met my to-be Master, with whom we got together quite quickly and soon I moved in. Denial is huge part of my training, what my Master expressed since the very beginning. After all, what he gave me, he can take away.(Un)fortunately I’m unable to orgasm without clit stimulation, what my Master dully exploits. He can avoid clit stimulation while using me (he does it doggy style only). From being under control since the very beginning, through mixed to longer and longer periods without orgasm I’m currently on a 3-period basis. Once every 3 menstruation cycles, on the first day of menstruation, he gives me an orgasm while stimulating my clit with a finger.Looking into the past, frequency presents as follows:2020: 1 orgasm per 3 cycles.2019: 1 orgasm per 1 cycle.2018: 1 orgasm per 1 cycle.2017: 1 orgasm per 2 weeks.2016: 1 orgasm per 2 weeks.2015: 1 orgasm per 1 week.Never was I given an orgasm out of schedule. Sometimes they were skipped as a punishment for my behavior.My Master uses me regularly, however regardless of time and types of stimulation, when clit is omitted I can’t get over the edge. I’m also required to train with ben wa balls on regular basis, at least 1h a day.Lately I was granted first orgasm of 2020, what made my longest time without orgasm in life.I hope I will share my story with all of you regularly and find here some power to stay denied, wet pussy of my Master. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n