Help with not going over the edge!

I’ve been into edging for a while though I’ve never really got to into it despite wanting too, until recently. For a while starting with my last relationship I got into the idea of edging for at most up to two hours before orgasming. Recently though I’ve been wanting to get into longer edges lasting from up to 3 days to maybe even months! However, I have a problem doing this as I get closer to orgasming I can control it for a while but eventually I ether just ruin or orgasm normally. I want to go longer but idk what to do to get a better control of my orgasms. Any advice would be nice! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

on the way home

Hello again,unfortunately, yesterday I didn’t have enough time for some bigger playing after I returned from the consultation, so I decided to spice up at least my today’s trip home. I wanted something more interesting and rougher than yesterday. My journey takes about 30 minutes by public transport, then 3 hours by train with a change after 1h50 and finally about 10 minutes on foot from the station home. I was so aroused by what I had come up with for myself that I had packed up in a while and I could only focus on preparing myself.I started by putting Venus balls in my pussy. I secured them again with crotchrope which I tightened properly. I attached 2 clothespins to each pussy lips. I wore a long and relatively wide skirt without a slit because I read that it can be quite exciting to walk with your knees tiedwhen people are around. But it is not possible with mini skirt so I decided to wear the long one. So, I tied my thighs just above my knees so they were about 10 cm apart. They couldn’t get much closer to themselves.I took advantage of the fact that it was windy, so it was normal to go out in a thick, shapeless sweater. Under the sweater I prepared another torture – I tied the ends of the strings around my nipples and connected them behind my neck, so they lifted my breasts a little, but constantly. I didn’t wear neither T-shirt nor bra and let myself be bitten by my sweater.I went to the bus station. I also prepared a medium-sized butt plug – if I couldn’t stand what I had prepared for myself, I wanted to be able to make (albeit unpleasant) changes. If I took the clothespins off my pussy, I would have to attach two of them on my nipples and insert the butt plug into my ass.Walking to the bus already showed me that today’s trip will be hard. The breasts jumped and hurt significantly, but bouncing Venus balls and the crotchrope were really exciting. And the knees! I was wet just from the beginning. The feeling of bondage outside, with all the people around was one of the best feelings in my life. I was able to pretend the normal walk on high heels.The journey in the public transport was exciting. Tied knees, nipples, clothespins on pussy and also the sweater fulfilled their role. The most complicated thing was getting on and off buses and trams. I am not used to not being able to get my knees apart.Getting into the train was pretty difficult with tied knees. The boy behind me was a little angry of how long it had taken me to get into the train. I found a place with two mens between 20 and 30 years old and a couple around 40. At the time, my nipples hurt really badly as well as my pussy.The only pleasant thing were the balls bouncing inside me, but my pussy was really sore and the rope was cutting my nipples off. I tried to last as long as possible, I even unknowingly starting to bite my lips. I had a feeling that one of the men noticed it. When the pain was too intense, I went to the toilet. I put off clothespins and I almost cried from the pain it brought. I also untied my nipples. Anal toys are more a punishment for me, so the most humiliating thing was to put in a butt plug. Then I was thinking about the way to atttach clothespins to nipples so that they could not be seen through the sweater, Finally, I attached them horizontally, so that both aimed to the middle and they hurt a lot more.I was really aroused by balls, pulg and tied knees. I was a little afraid that someone would notice my nipples, so I read a magazine. Before the transfer of train, I wanted to return my torture to my original condition. I succeeded. Just before getting off the first train, I went to the toilet again. I put the clothespins to my pussy lips again (my pussy didn’t rest perfectly, so the pain was really intense) I also tied the nipple rope behind my neck and emptied my ass, so I wore the same gear as in the beginning. In the second train I couldn’t wait to get out and go home.But I had no idea how hard walking would be! The balls in the pussy and the rope between my pussy lips began to arous me a lot, and the tied knees only supported it. Although my pussy lips and nipples ached a lot, the excitement was stronger and I even began to feel the oncoming orgasm. I tried to stop, but by not moving, the pain was killing. So, I went forward again and finally reached a light orgasm while walking! I had a lot to do to don’t fall with my tied knees. When I finally got home, I took off my sweater and skirt and just lay down on the bed.For maybe 15 minutes, I just laid there, breathing and gathering strength to take my clothespins off my sore pussy. When I finally put them off, I no longer had the strength to control myself and I cried in pain. With tears in my eyes, I untied my knees, crotchrope and nipples and I went tearful, but perfectly satisfied to take a bath.I decided to not have any other orgasms today, as I haven’t any yesterday. So this walking orgasm must be enough but I am proud of it and also of myself. I am still needy, when I created this post, I was constantly playing with my pussy. But no more pleasure for me today.Hope you will love my today’s story.Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

weekly report for my my master (day 128 into my new life of being denied ☺️)

hello, hello. i’ve grown quite fond of this whole process of writing and sharing my report here and can only say that I hope you all enjoy reading them too ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)this week was a bit different. I was still edging and being denied along with some bratting but the bratting got to levels I don’t think either of us expected and I still feel bad thinking about it now. i’ll start out with the other things that happened this week and then move into the bratting.early this week master and I dommed a couple together. we denied her husband and had him watch while we had her edge and cum multiple times. I kinda went into it expecting to do some more switching but I was just domming alongside him the whole time. I was actually very aware of that fact the whole time. i’ve dommed people before, both with him present as an onlooker and without him there but never actually working with him and that felt odd to me because I’m used to submitting to him and taking orders so this was different. although I could twist the whole experience and call it an act of submission because he told me to dom them with him and i did.also just a quick little punishment because he called me a dumb whore, which is true, i am a dumb whore, but this time he glossed over something i said but called me a dumb whore for it so I jokingly told him to apologize and his “apology” was this punishment. I had to sleep holding my dildo. silly, I know, it definitely made me laugh when I woke up hugging a dildo.my owner also allowed someone to use me this week. she teased me and played with me for a long ass time. she mostly had me teasing myself by only allowing me to finger myself for a couple seconds at a time. it was really fucking frustrating, I would get close to the edge but then my time would be up and I had to stop touching. it got me wet and desperate, I just wanted to keep going and edge. if I learned anything from being on no touch before, it’s that I don’t like being denied to edge. well, I like it but at this point denying me the right to edge is equivalent to denying someone else the right to orgasm since edging is the only kind of pleasure I get.ok now to get into the 2 day bratting extravaganza, idk if I should use that word to describe it but it was definitely something.it started on monday after I asked him some stupid random question. he always refuses to answer them because he knows it annoys me and he can go and ask me the same question and force me to answer. I literally just asked if he has any pets so he asked me that and asked me for my birthday cuz i’ve been trying to get that out of him literally since new year’s eve. I refused to tell him my birthday so he said he’ll torture it out of me. he had be stare at my cunt and try to lick it, even tho that’s impossible. that wasn’t torture, it was kinda funny imagining how dumb I looked. then he told me to put clothespins on my inner thighs and alternate every 15 minutes. I made it worse on myself and made them into zippers and holy fucking shit did those hurt. I only did it twice on each thigh but there was some slight bruising the next day. he then told me to just start moving clothespins around on my body and this is where I really learned the difference between normal pain and sexual pain. I can handle these clothespins on my nipples and labia and clit but on other normal places they hurt like hell. anyways that didn’t break me either, but we didn’t do that for long because I was still refusing to tell him my birthday so he “pulled out the big guns” (his words not mine) and start ignoring me until i told him. that went on for 2 days but let me tell you a little about them.on the first day of this it hadn’t really hit me that I was misbehaving soooo I kept on being disobedient. I said he was acting like a baby throwing a tantrum to get it’s way. I called him pathetic and told him he lost all control. I even started “domming” him, and told him to get on his knees so he can remember his place 😅. I thought that was hilarious in the moment but yeah that’s pretty disrespectful and i’m surprised he didn’t even mention it when he started talking to me again. anyways i really thought i’d break and give him my birthday that day cuz i hate being ignored but most of that day was a huge joke to me. I didn’t feel bad about being a stubborn bitch to him because my logic was, he always refuses to answer my questions so i’ll return that energy and do the same. the only time I felt really bad that day was after I cursed at him, cuz that somehow felt more disrespectful than the other things cuz those were all obviously jokes.at the beginning of day 2 I still wasn’t taking it seriously. I was annoyed and figured I’d annoy him as well. I wasn’t allowed on my bed, or allowed to edge, or use my toys and I told him I broke all those rules when I didn’t. I also told him I could cum if I wanted to, i’ve pulled that card on him before so I don’t think it had any effect on him, he knows I wouldn’t cum and undo all his work. on that day I decided I’d lie to him and tell him a fake birthday, I was thinking about doing that since the beginning but I was too scared to do it until then. I lied and he believed me cuz he started typing something out but I stopped him and told him it was a lie before he could send anything (you see, I really am good. I could’ve let him send a text). I thought that was the funniest fucking thing in the world, I laughed about it for like 5 minutes. I successfully tricked him and that counts as a win in my books and I never win so I was definitely celebrating this a bit (he might get mad at me for writing this, idk) anywayssss I didn’t celebrate for long because I started feeling really bad about lying to him and almost letting him stop ignoring me and that’s when it finally hit me that I’d be punished for all this. I hadn’t thought about the consequences until that moment and I immediately jumped to the worst possible punishments he could give me and panicked a bit too much so he stopped ignoring me and told me he wouldn’t be using that punishment and he helped calm me down and then went back to ignoring me 🙃 cuz I still haven’t told him my birthday. I was gonna tell him it but my stubbornness lasted a bit longer and I held out until midnight and sent it to him while he was asleep.now we can talk about the punishment for all my bratting, it wasn’t nearly as bad as I thought, it actually kinda doubled as a reward. (he called it a reward, I’m still confused as to why he rewarded me for all my bratting). my reward was that I’ll be allowed to have some toys back, but only my pain toys. so my flogger, clamps, icy hot, clothespins etc. The punishment was something he called “hell week” and that just means I’ll have to constantly cycle between my pain toys to keep myself lightly tortured for a week.I got the punishment on monday and I haven’t exactly gotten sick of the pain yet but I also forget sometimes that I’m supposed to be in pain so it’s not really allllll day.i’ll just talk about some of pain things I did this week. starting with something completely new, wax play. I don’t have the proper candle to use for this but I wanted to try it anyways. I just tried it on my hand at first and then I tried it on my boobs. it burns at the very beginning and then it mellows out to just some heat. I like it but my owner made it a rule that I can’t use it anymore cuz it’s not safe to use normal candle wax. I also snapped a rubber band against my tits. its kind of a weird setup. I wrap the rubber band around a chair back and stand behind the chair and snap the rubber band against my boob. that really fucking hurts, I could barely do 10 in a row and each snap left a red line across my boob that lasted a couple hours. master also had me spank myself 220 times with a ruler and ik that sounds bad but it really wasn’t. i’ve had to do 200 spanks before as a punishment and I used a phone charger wire for it and that fucking ruined me so 220 spanks with just a ruler was nothing compared to that.master also told me to find something I wouldn’t wanna fuck my cunt with and well, fuck my self with it. I have this long rectangular fidget toy that I thought would be uncomfortable and I was right. it was really hard to get inside myself, not even because it was too big but just because of the weird shape. it hurt getting it and I could feel the edges inside me…….but if I’m being honest I kinda liked fucking myself with it, I even got to the edge with it. i would like to say it’s because I haven’t been allowed to use my toys to fuck my self for like the past 2 weeks but it’s more likely because I’m a desperate whore who’s happy with anything filling my holes.I was also allowed to start using my rope to tie myself up to possibly cause some pain. I did this chest harness but it didn’t hurt. I liked how it felt, it was like a comforting pressure around my chest and it’s a nice reminder of my submission to him. I also tried this crotch rope today. it was initially pretty uncomfortable but I got used to it and I added a knot that put extra pressure against my clit. when I sat down it really pressed on my clit and it starting throbbing and I couldn’t help but start grinding against the rope. it was rough and painful yet also pleasurable. I didn’t think I’d be able to edge just like that but I did it, not once but twice. the second time was right before I took it off and my clit was already sore from the knot rubbing against it for 2 hours so doing that edge hurt a lot more than the first one and then when I took off the rope i licked it and tasting myself on it because…..why not. then I made the really smart decision of putting icy hot on my sore clit 🙃 that was not fun, my clit burned so much that my eyes teared up a little.oh and a quick honorable mention of me getting deep into sub space last night. while i am submitting to him around the clock i’m not always in a subby mood. but last night he told me to play with ice and i put it in my cunt and let it melt and then tipped the water into my mouth and then later i fingered myself and wiped it on the floor and lcked it clean. i’ve gone into detail about those tasks before but they leave me feeling stupid and pathetic and I guess I was just in the mood so i was hit hard with sub space. I really won’t ever get tired of that dumb, happy, mindlessly obedient feeling. in theory it would be great if I always felt like that but ik it’s not exactly sustainable so i’ll just really enjoy it when it comes.that should be all, I didn’t wanna actually think and write about all the bratting I did cuz I do feel bad about it. master says I never learn and he’s usually always right but I would like to prove him wrong here, he would benefit if I actually did prove him wrong and actually learned my lesson. although I don’t think it’s fair for him to say I neverrrr learn my lesson because I certainly have improved and that’s all thanks to him. I think he’s not taking enough credit for all the work he’s put into training me so i’ll just say here that I really do appreciate it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

20F looking for long term (Or short term) denial F4A

I’m honestly just kinda looking for someone to hold me accountable, or to send me porn to edge to.My kinks include:Orgasm Control, Denial, Punishment, Praise, Restraints, teasing, hypnosis, 420 related stuff (if that’s a kink, idk I just love teasing myself while high)Toys available to me:Brushes (like makeup brushes), A remote control bullet vibrator, handcuffs, a feather tickler, a dual dildo & clit sucking type thing and a paddle female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

How the Heck Do I Do This!?

I adore orgasm denial. I take it very seriously and I give it my all.It makes me feel sexier. Hotter. I walk with more rawr. My hips sway with more oomph. When I hit about Day 10, I start to feel generally pretty phenomenal about life, myself and people around me. Even my hair seems more shiny. When I hit the 2 week mark, I feel like I can handle just about anything.When I’m doing it for somebody, my God…it hits all of my buttons with a very heavy sledgehammer. I find it an incredibly submissive and intimate experience to share with someone. I have been held accountable before and it felt dreamy.However. When I reach around the 20 day mark, everything starts to go insane. Everything seems phallic shaped in someway. Door knobs. Pots and pans. Fridge produce. I constantly feel like a tightly coiled spring. I feel that if I just touch myself ever so lightly, then I will dissolve into a puddle of frustration on the floor. Alas, when this happens, I am doomed to failure. Typically, I’ll be edging, full of good intentions about stopping in time and…bang. I actually take the failure pretty bad, all of that hard work down the drain and I feel genuinely disheartened.I would dearly love to deny myself for longer and to hang on to those wonderful feelings but I have never gotten past day 21.Those of you that go longer, how in the holy heck do you manage to do this!? I am in awe of you.X female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Edging for discipline?

So I’ve tried to start denial a few times, the furthest I’ve ever gotten is 5 days – and it drive me wild. I ended up fucking myself with a dildo I’ve never been able to take before – it’s not that big but I’m still training my pussy to take dick since I’m still a virgin.I started training my pussy last march (can you believe we’ve been in quarantine for a year) and discovered I can have PIV orgasms easily – which isn’t suprisng since I cum super easily any way, which is also why the idea of denial turns me on so much lol.Can edging be used to build discipline?I wanna use edging as like a reward/training system and allow myself to cum one day a week, and only while I’m fucking my self with one my dildos. My clit is just for edging, I have to use my pussy if I want to cum. But I also want my orgasms to be a reward for the goals I accomplished during the week Uno.so how should I go about making a schedule?Since tommorow is Sunday, that’s gonna be my designated cumday and I’m gonna spend the rest of tonight edging. 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

43 F4A New to denial

Hi there everyone! I’m a 43 year old high school teacher from Canada who’s very intrigued by the idea of denial. I enjoy being both dominant and submissive, but I haven’t tapped into that submissive side since before my ex-husband and I got married.I’ve been lurking this sub for awhile, and one of the recurring themes I’ve seen here is that “good girls don’t cum.” If that’s the case, then I have been a very bad girl. Since the whole pandemic thing started, I’ve given myself at least 2 orgasms a day, often more, and given other people precisely 0. In other words, I haven’t been a very good slut.I’m going to try to deny myself as much as possible until I’ve evened out this imbalance. I figure that I’ve given myself around 800 orgasms (give or take) in the last year, and I want to be denied until I’ve given that many to other, more deserving people.Any advice and/or tasks from you wonderful people to help me out would be much appreciated! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Interesting turn on week 3… Question?

Does anyone else seek out videos showing other women having orgasms when you are in denial? I have been wanting to hear the sound of an orgasm, even if it isn’t mine. I just want to hear that screaming pleasure. Has anyone else experienced this? Or is it just me? 😊 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n