So I met a guy who said he was into orgasm denial/ control, but he simply said that I wasn’t allowed to even touch myself when I wasn’t with him. No compromise available. I then started talking with someone online who I wanted to give up my orgasms for and submit Tobin a way that I never have before. He owns my desperate cunt and I touch, edge or cum only when he says that I can. It’s been 26 days since I had sex and came. Since then, my owner has allowed me to edge with toys- I actually think he’s too good to me ☺️ However I did take it too far about 10 days ago, which resulted in a ruined orgasm. He took away my toys and had me beg for forgiveness. I haven’t actually had time to do that because I was flat out with work then left for a holiday where I’ve been constantly surrounded. So it’s been 10 days with no edges now 😩 what’s even worse is that I’ve been given permission to touch myself and edge but I just haven’t been able to get away from people to do it 😩 This morning I woke up while camping and started thinking about him, and I wanted to touch myself soooooo badly 😩 I laid in my tent for an hour reminding myself that I needed his permission, and because I didn’t have any phone signal, I wasn’t able to ask for it 😢 After an hour of thinking to myself that I’m a damn good girl for not playing with his pussy when I really, REALLY wanted to, I started playing with my nipples and thinking about all the ways that he would use and tease me if he had me. I slid my hand down to see how wet I was, and of course I’m a total fucking mess- and I may have brushed passed my clit with my middle finger. That slight touch felt incredible but I still stopped myself. I was laying in my tent after almost two hours unable to even think about the day ahead because I wanted to play and edge, and even cum soooooo badly. I’ve been such a good girl for Sir 😩😇 Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n