Self orgasm control game

I really enjoy ruined orgasms but have a hard time giving them to myself since I get caught up in the heat of the moment. To get past this I devised a game where I don’t know if I get to cum at the end or not. I feel like the not knowing adds to the orgasm as well.Basically I edge myself for a while and then when I’m ready to cum I call either a food place or something similar to order food and if the person on the line is female I give myself a ruined orgasm and if they are male I finish normally.Usually this way I’m able to actually let go a ruin myself rather than finishing normally like I want though I dont know why. Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: For women: