Ruining my orgasm after 36 days of denial

PH link: https://ift.tt/2Ac8WhT sharing link: https://ift.tt/2YGZhcC can’t believe I actually made it! So I guess I’ll just get right into it.I woke up this morning a mixture of excitement, nervousness, and arousal. I was pretty turned on. The nervousness mainly comes from some kind of performance anxiety; like, I don’t want to ruin my orgasm on the 6th edge! That would just be so anticlimactic! But that’s what happens when I document a very real edging adventure, there’s no production team telling me what is good and what’s not, it’s just real life. Also, nervousness makes me even more horny, so there’s that too.Once I got the edging going, the edges were so intense. I could feel an insane orgasm behind them, and I grew increasingly frustrated that I was not meant to have that orgasm, the most I could do was ruin! Such torture!About halfway into edging, I decided to try a chopstick (it’s metal, it’s actually not a chopstick it’s like a metal tool to help with gardening but I never use it for that purpose) on my clit and I edged with that until I ruined. This was also a milestone for me because normally I’m nowhere near sensitive enough where just tapping on my clit with a metal chopstick would actually work but it did and it felt fucking incredible. Every time I tapped it on my hard clit I could feel such intense pleasure there it was all at once torturous and the best thing I’ve ever felt.The ruin was a real actual surprise. I had no idea it was about to happen and you can tell that too because I seem surprised when it happened! It all happened so quickly. I really tried very hard not to ruin until it was purely an accident, and I’m very happy I achieved that goal. I would have just gone longer if I hadn’t ruined at that point.I hope you all enjoyed the video! The plan now is to deny myself until my camping trip with my partner so that I can have crazy intense orgasmic camping sex. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Choose my ruleset for JuLIE

The two highest voted rules will be the ones I have to submit to for the next month. If they contradict, the second highest voted rule will be dismissed and I’ll follow the next highest voted rule that fits with the first.View Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Master called me very early..

Much earlier than usually Master called me to check whether I have been following his instructions. I was indeed sleeping in the makeshift chastity belt with my knees and tighs securely tied together. The moment I woke up the throbbing and pulsing sensation in my clit was back but I didn’t beg Master to let me edge.He instructed me to take the belt off as he wanted to see how wet I was. He then instructed me to get my favorite toy and turn the vibrator into the highest setting. I was told to place the toy on my stomach, far above my clit, to spread my legs widely and to put the two hardest of my clothespins on my nipples before crossing my arms behind my head. I had to lie like this until the battery drained, Master said.I wasn’t a good girl. I did beg him to let me move, to let me grind against the duvet. To let me use the vibrator until it died. Maybe just on a lower setting? After ten minutes I had to remove the pins and instead was instructed to apply the vibrations there, my nipples were rock hard and so sensitive. My clit was throbbing and almost painfully aching from being so exposed. I’ve never been so wet in my life.After only 37 minutes the vibrator died with a sad beeping noise. Master instructed me to put it back into its original box with the charging cable. Master said we won’t be needing it for a long time. Then he told me to put the belt back on. I am so horny and desperate that for a moment I got tears in my eyes. But I thanked him for letting me please him. For letting me pose my soaking pussy for his pleasure. If I’m a good girl Master will let me play again soon. Perhaps? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n