Month: August 2020

I’m not that great at titles. Sorry about it.I’m writing this as it was requested by me and I’m currently sitting at my desk, completely naked and vibrator on low against my clit.I’ve been easing myself back into denial after a bit of a hiatus. I started alone, just doing little things like ruining my orgasms (always accidentally, edging until I went too far and went over the edge despite stopping touching). Which truthfully, makes me even more horny and desperate feeling. And only cumming with physical help from someone else, men I could ask politely if they wanted to help me to cum or not (or when being told they wanted to see me cum, whichever came first).Then I reached out for help here because I knew it wouldn’t be too long until I got complacent even doing that. We all know it takes one greedy, little slip to easily forget how good denial can feel. I eventually found someone on here I’ve enjoyed talking to but certainly hasn’t made begging for his assistance too easy. Good things take time and all.I last came on 7 August. Just once. And I’d been drinking so it was an easily forgotten feeling. And now I’ve spent my time since then slowly becoming addicted to touching myself. My cunt has stayed dripping for the last day or two and I’ve just been getting used to embracing this feeling. An aching cunt, pathetic. Always wanting to touch, play, feel how wet I’ve gotten. How desperate my cunt is for some relief. I’ve been surprised that the longer I go, the less I’ve been thinking of release. The more I want to push my boundaries. I’m feeling more and more desperate to hear the words “no” or “you can’t and shouldn’t cum”. Permanent denial scares me and likely always will but I’ll see where this journey leads me. For now, I don’t have an end date and I like it this way.Anyways, if you got this far, thank you for listening to the ramblings of a dripping, throbbing cunt. I look forward to possibly updating everyone here as I go and dive deeper into this need to be denied. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n