Month: August 2020

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23 days done, 14ish more to go

I’ve been denied 23 days now. I’m not even allowed to touch myself at all. Of course I haven’t been perfect.On day 3 I received a spanking for not reaching my goal of 250 kagels per day. In the first week I lingered too long with the shower head on my clit. For that I received a caining.Day 11 Master decided to fuck me in my ass and i was so turned on i couldn’t stop myself from keeping it going in the shower later with my dildo. As punishment my master rubbed my clit with a fresh cut jalapeƱo. At first it felt soo good having not been touched in so long but a few minutes in it was burning like crazy. Afterwards I was able to get back on track a bit longer.On day eighteen my master put ben wa balls in my pussy before I left for work. I was so wet and desperate at the end of the day that he took pitty on me and edged me a few times before bed. But I was greedy and continued touching myself after he fell asleep.For that I had to choose between a picture of my cum covered face to be posted on reddit or take a 20 minute cold shower. I chose the cold shower. It was pretty intense especially because I hadn’t met my 60 minute goal for the day and had to wear my nipple clamps the whole time.Day 20 I’m starting to reach my breaking point. For days I’ve been constantly groping him, pulling his cock out, showing him my tits, trying to grind my pussy on him, and begging for his cum. I feel so helpless as I sit at his feet every night and suck his cock while he watches TV or watches porn behind my back (I’m not allowed to view any explicit images).Yesterday he said he’d reward me if I continue to be a good girl, but then he didn’t feel well and went to bed early. I was crushed and went to bed so frustrated.Today is day 23. I told him I was fighting the urge to fuck myself with one of the new dildos that finally arrived (they were nonpriority as im not allowed to penetrate myself rn anyway). He limited my shower time to 15 minutes so he could keep an eye on me. But I couldn’t help myself. I looked at porn on my phone while in the shower and touching my clit. It went on for several minutes.This is the longest I’ve ever gone without cumming, let alone no touch. I don’t think I can make it 2 more weeks. I’m so consumed with sexual thoughts, there’s no room for anything else. I tried to tell him I can’t go on but he won’t let me out of our agreement early. Not again.He’ll be so mad if I confess and I don’t know what punishment he has in store. I don’t want to disappoint him but I can’t bear the thought of being neglected another day or two following my punishment. I don’t want to act out any more but I am feeling less and less in control of myself every day. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n