Month: August 2020

Have I earned a ruin or multiple ruins from my hard work this week?

The no answers will be combined and the yes answers will be combined to see which wins. If yes wins over the no answers, whichever answer out of 1 ruin or 7 ruins that has the most votes will win overall.I have decided to give up solo full orgasms indefinitely. I will only get a full orgasm if a play partner chooses to give me one for their pleasure. And I will never ask for one.My last full orgasm was July 8. My last ruin was July 24. But that will be August 9th after I finish these 24 hours of training leading up to my ruins awarded last week.Here is the link to my entire denial plan if you’d like to read what I’ve been following :)Saturday: 6 edges (5 punishment spanks administered for missing one edge)Sunday: 5 edges (10 punishment spanks administered for missing two edges. Also, was unable to workout, so cold shower on Monday and 5 spanks.)Monday: 6 edges (5 spanks for 1 missed edge)Tuesday: 7 edges (no infractions)Wednesday: 7 edges (no infractions)Thursday: 6 edges (5 spanks for 1 missed edge)Friday: 7 edges (was unable to workout, so next shower or bath will be cold and will give myself 5 clit spanks immediately before the cold bath or shower)Today I am edging 201 times starting at 7am this morning and ending at 7am tomorrow morning and then will have my 7 ruins back to back that you gave me permission for last week 🙂 I will make sure to share a report this week of this 24 hours of training!I succeeded this week on my weekly challenge 🙂 I edged over 7 times outside of the home!Please allow me another ruin or 7 ruins for my hard work this week. I know I wasn’t perfect but I worked really hard and have had no accidental ruins! I promise to make the build up to the ruin or ruins a really good build up if allowed to have ruins again this coming week 🙂 if you have any particular way you’d like my ruin build up to be done, please let me know in the comments!And please follow my profile so that I can have another 50 edges one day this week after reaching 100 followers :)View Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

NAWgust diary week one:

Sorry if this is lackluster y’all it’s late and I’m tired when writing itAugust 1st: after the 75 successful edges on July 31st I was put on complete no touch for the next fewAugust 2nd: still on no touch for my pussy but I got to touch my nipples for an hourAugust 3rd: I had to edge five (maybe six?) times with only five second break in between each edge.August 4th: edged 18 trying 19 times and basically starting at the first edge I had to wait five seconds before touching again, then 10 seconds after the 2nd edge and 15 seconds after the third and so on and so forth until edge 18. Then I waited my allotted time and spent at least half an hour trying to reach the 19th edge but it just wasn’t happening for some reason. Then after I woke I noticed I had been given orders to edge whenever I exit and enter my bedroom. Sir to make it more difficult and interesting for me starting ordering me to step in and out of my room and leave things out then go get them. All in all if I counted properly 54 edges in 7 hours.August 5th: I had to try to edge with only penetration for 20 minutes. I didn’t even get close to the edge. Then after an hour I had to put a clamp on my clit and time how long it took me before I couldn’t bear it and had to take it off, I lasted 1 minute 18 seconds (not long I know but I’m new to this and very sensitive) so I was to edge 8 seconds every hour I was awake.August 6th: at exactly midnight I had to use the toy I used last night to try to edge and I had to kneel with it in me until it fell out, I lasted 10 minutes 59 seconds (659 total seconds) but kneeling was getting tiring and Sir wasn’t expecting me to last more than a few minutes. So he had me find a random number generator and put it between number 0 to 659. I got 275 which is 4 minutes 35 seconds. That’s how much touching time I got before dinner. He had me go again and I got 43 seconds of touch allowed before dinner. With the 4 minutes and 35 seconds I got so lost in the euphoria and relaxation of being able to touch I didn’t even get close to the edge by the time the timer went off. Not that I was given permission to edge by Sir so that works out well. I told Sir about how I hadn’t gotten close to the edge and he rewarded me with one free edge no strings attached for not edging without permission.August 7th: Sir told me to post on fap deciders and have them tell me what I’m doing today. I got a few comments and a rather lovely detailed chat message telling me what to do, I ended up doing it before dinner and a different one from the comments afterwards female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n