I was scared… then he ruined my orgasm!

Lately, I’ve been thinking about what would happen if I got myself in a situation where a man is so overcome with lust for me that he would do anything and everything in that moment to have me.What would I do? How would I feel?… In my head, it’s nothing but pleasure and waterfalls but if a man were to actually see me and only me… and at that moment decided I was his and he would do whatever he wanted with me, I would be more scared than anything! For him to slowly walk into the room only I was in and lock the door behind him while looking me up and down with the darkest blank eyes, unable to control the predator in him. He crosses the room so swiftly and covers the distance between us in a blink of an eye and he has already grabbed me. By this point, my heart would have picked up the pace and my nervousness would start to show in my face.What if he all of a sudden, after caressing my body and mentally marking exactly what parts of my body feels the best to him, he turns me around and bends my over like I’m nothing and spanks my ass hard. Its the burn after that’s the most painful and to this, I moan in pain. He rips my top and skirt off and now I’m exposed with only my Victoria Secret thong while desperately trying to cover my size DD boobs. How humiliating and embarrassing! If I had fairer skin I would look like a tomato.I can see the raw hunger in his eyes grow stronger by the minute as his dick twitches to the fear of his prize. How he’s looking at me like he’s watching a movie take place in front of his eyes both scares and arouses me, because to him, the movie just got good.The fear and adrenaline running through my body is one I’ve never felt. I have no idea what is going to happen… what he’s going to do… I so badly want to know now but I can’t get a single thing from him. He shows nothing… he only looks… then acts… everything in his mind is his alone… he does not share with his eyes, mouth or body. The more curious I get the more scared and humiliated I am… but the more humiliated I am the more turned on he gets… and the more turned on he gets the more I get aroused… because he’s looking at…me.With a struggle he sits me down forcefully on a weird long narrow soft couch chair… it is one that both my legs are on either side and it runs through the middle but up my back, so I can lay back… perfect for sex if you ask me. He ties my hands behind the chair so it’s behind my back and almost immediately spreads my legs, puts them on top of his and starts rubbing my clit. The sensation was too much. It felt so good and he knew it. The cries that escaped my mouth had to be muffled by his hands after slapping me and then soon he moved to my throat. He squeezed me and made sure my pussy was a waterfall before he powerfully slid right into me and had his way with me.The pain, pleasure, humiliation and lack of breath at that moment made my head go somewhere its never gone before. He was in complete control and I loved every second of it. I was his object… his sex toy, I was his desire and I never felt so wanted… I never knew what it was like for someone to take something from me this way before. The more he rubbed me and pounded the shit out of me, the more I wanted to give it to him… the more I wanted to submit.The begging and cries of ‘no’ and ‘stop’ were just words now…my head was completely gone… now my body took the lead… and my body said ‘please him’.As I squeezed his cock that was rhythmically sliding in and out of me my mouth got wider, my body tensed and my eyes closed shut. I was going to orgasm and it was going to be beautiful in 3… 2… he stopped. Everything. I moaned in such disappointment. I almost felt angry. it was completely ruined! He looked at me with a smile and said ‘silly little girl wants this even more than I do doesn’t she’. I yelled, kicked and demanded to be let go and he slapped me again, untied my hands, picked me up threw me onto my hands and legs. ‘You’ll go when I say you can go’ and he took me from behind instantly, using my hair and waist as leverage. That unusual euphoric feeling returned and I moaned uncontrollably as he got faster and did it harder until I orgasmed and I felt his dick pulsating in me as he grunted and moaned. Then he spanked my ass red and rawAfterwards, I lay there thinking… if I’ll ever see him again… Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

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