Month: August 2020

Denial Day 1 (August 29)

So I’ve decided, impulsively, to start my denial today even though I had been planning for it to be a September thing only. My last orgasm was last night—it wasn’t particularly good or satisfying at all, to be perfectly honestly. I didn’t know that was going to be my last for over a month… now even just the anticipation of such a long wait is making me ache a little bit. My longest record is two weeks without cumming, so this will be very fun.It’s not even been 24 hours and I’ve barely started edging and already I’m feeling that familiar need. I think this is going to be very fun. I’m sure I’ll regret the decision to start a few days early soon—in a few weeks, the difference that a couple of days makes is massive as the denial gets worse every single day. But I think that’s what I like most about denial, these rash and thrilling decisions I make when I start thinking less with my brain and more with what’s between my legs.To keep myself accountable, I’m going to keep to these guidelines: – The number of hard edges I’m allowed each day is the number of total replies to the previous daily update post. – I can earn additional edges by completing tasks (either directly messaged to me or in replies to my posts) set by anyone: the number of edges each task is worth will be determined by the person who set the task. – I must post an update every day (if I forget, then there will be no replies and therefore no edges for the day…) – Breaking a rule, not doing enough or doing too many edges, failing to complete a task once I accept it, or forgetting to post an update will result in a punishment determined by the subreddit.I’m really looking forward to this! If you have any questions please don’t be afraid to reply to this post… I’m hoping to be allowed to edge a lot tomorrow 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day four of daddy controlling my edging and denial

Today is the last day of my punishment of not being able to touch myself. I’m not so worried about it. I’m more nervous for having to edge again. When I edge the euphoria just takes over. It makes me want to disobey and cum over and over again. I get myself so close to orgasm that I have to give myself a good break in between to make sure I don’t accidentally cum. I’m curious as to what daddy will have me do tomorrow. Since we’ve been apart almost a week he’s came 3 times. I’m super jealous. My pussy is furious that daddy hasn’t released on or in me. I crave his touch and his hard cock in my throbbing pussy. He has sent me porn throughout the day which has kept me super wet. Every time I check my panties there is a bigger puddle. What I would do to have daddy’s tongue on my most sensitive area right now. I know I’m daddy’s toy and he can release when he wants, but I want him to release with me. He may be in town soon, or he may not. The not knowing is killing me. However, he said when he’s in town he’s going to tie me down and masturbate in front of me. I can’t touch myself or him and I can’t taste him either. I’ll be forced to watch him pleasure himself while I suffer, begging for even the slightest touch. I know this will do a lot of damage to me and my pussy. I need him in me and I need it now. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n