Trying to gaslight myself

I like to pretend that my edges are my actual orgasms. Like I moan and move as if I just had an orgasm, but never really getting it. I think this way I might be able gaslight myself into believing that this is all I can get ❤️ I love being denied and being able to ride long edges at anytime. I love my denial and the dumb feeling that comes with it. Does anyone have other ways to gaslight and trick themselves more into denial, or other nice mantras?(Please no pms 💜) female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n