Hi, just a little background for you all… :)I am an 18 year old girl who recently got into a sub/dom relationship for the first time, and my dom (i’ll refer to him as sir or daddy) suggested that I start writing updates on my orgasm denial here for the time being. I see it as a fantastic opportunity to simultaneously please him and humiliate myself, so here’s a bit about my day in denial…I started my day today by completely shaving my private parts for Sir, which is something I haven’t done in a few months. I’m really glad I did it though, because being completely smooth and shaved everywhere like this makes me sooo horny. Sir makes me write the first letter of his name (G) right above his clit (Yeah, I don’t own it anymore hehe), so now I’m able to draw it riiiiiiight above it, so I can’t avoid looking at his G whenever I touch anything down there. A nice little constant reminder of my place and who I belong to :)Because I shaved everything for him, Sir gave me a request, which is something he does when I’ve been an especially good girl for him. I can use the request to ask for anything I’d like, and he can accept or deny it as he wishes. Usually, I have a hard time coming up with something to request cuz sir already satisfies me so much :)… but today I couldn’t think of anything I wanted, so he wrote down 9 options and would roll an 8 sided dice to randomly choose one of the options:10 min fingering (ass)Clit teasing (no edging)Ruined orgasm tonightAllowed to wear panties all week1 hour later bed time all week10 minutes edgingWeighted nipple clamps1 hour earlier bed time all weekOrgasmYes, that’s right. 9 options, 8 sided dice, putting #9 (orgasm) off the table. I thought this was really cute :)He rolled a 6, so I got to edge myself for 10 minutes. Now, before I met sir, this would’ve been pretty uneventful… but since I only get to touch myself under his permission it was so amazing. Sir keeps me constantly plugged and horny for him, so being able to relieve myself felt so good. Sadly I was interrupted during the 10 minutes and only got to use the first 6 to edge.He allowed me to roll again if I wanted to, so I did, considering I would enjoy literally any option other than #8.And just to my shitty luck, I pulled an 8. Guess I’m sleeping an hour earlier every day this week.I was home alone at this point (I live with my parents because I’m still in high school), so sir decided it was a good time to practice some submissive positions while naked. I sent him a chart of poses I had seen a few months before (here’s the link: https://ift.tt/3kdN8nk don’t want to bore you with descriptions of every pose I had to do, just know that during each one I got progressively more desperate to touch myself, and I had to wear my nasty weighted nipple clamps (that I made from attaching a bunch of locks to a pair of binder clips).I was on my 4th or 5th pose.. It was “Humble” (a personal favorite of mine), and sir let me touch myself with my non-dominant hand slowwwwwlllyyy… which was so torturous. I had been holding submissive poses for the last 20 minutes or so and I was unbelievably horny from that and all the things sir was telling me… I wanted so badly to just go all out and rub myself like crazy, but instead had to move at a snails pace and on top of that I wasn’t allowed to reach the edge. Still, it was relief to sir’s needy little clit. At this point my nipple clamps were hurting so bad, I was begging for sir to allow me to take them off. Because of the position I was in, any slight movement made my weighted clamps dangle around and pull on my nipples. So, I was trying to rub without moving at all. What a kinky predicament :)Sir finally allowed me to take off my clamps and then to edge just once. I was so needy at that point that I couldn’t wait any longer and edged as soon as possible. I was so wet while practicing those poses for daddy that I dripped a little puddle onto the floor, which I was made to lick up afterwards. I thought it might’ve been a little gross but I’m embarrassed to say it actually turned me on sooooo much.Since then, Sir made me put on 5 pairs of panties at once so his needy clit is constantly getting pressed and teased, it’s absolute torture :DI’m currently staying up past my bedtime writing this, hopefully I won’t be punished too hard hehe…Sir plans on making me go outside tomorrow, who knows what he has planned.. I’m excited to find out.I just had 3 ruined orgasms last night (thank you sir!), so I’m not THAT desperate yet… but I’m sure as I keep writing these day after day you’ll see me slowly lose my mind.Stay tuned for nightly updates… and thank you for reading! 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n