Month: September 2020

Denial Diary #1

Hi, just a little background for you all… :)I am an 18 year old girl who recently got into a sub/dom relationship for the first time, and my dom (i’ll refer to him as sir or daddy) suggested that I start writing updates on my orgasm denial here for the time being. I see it as a fantastic opportunity to simultaneously please him and humiliate myself, so here’s a bit about my day in denial…I started my day today by completely shaving my private parts for Sir, which is something I haven’t done in a few months. I’m really glad I did it though, because being completely smooth and shaved everywhere like this makes me sooo horny. Sir makes me write the first letter of his name (G) right above his clit (Yeah, I don’t own it anymore hehe), so now I’m able to draw it riiiiiiight above it, so I can’t avoid looking at his G whenever I touch anything down there. A nice little constant reminder of my place and who I belong to :)Because I shaved everything for him, Sir gave me a request, which is something he does when I’ve been an especially good girl for him. I can use the request to ask for anything I’d like, and he can accept or deny it as he wishes. Usually, I have a hard time coming up with something to request cuz sir already satisfies me so much :)… but today I couldn’t think of anything I wanted, so he wrote down 9 options and would roll an 8 sided dice to randomly choose one of the options:10 min fingering (ass)Clit teasing (no edging)Ruined orgasm tonightAllowed to wear panties all week1 hour later bed time all week10 minutes edgingWeighted nipple clamps1 hour earlier bed time all weekOrgasmYes, that’s right. 9 options, 8 sided dice, putting #9 (orgasm) off the table. I thought this was really cute :)He rolled a 6, so I got to edge myself for 10 minutes. Now, before I met sir, this would’ve been pretty uneventful… but since I only get to touch myself under his permission it was so amazing. Sir keeps me constantly plugged and horny for him, so being able to relieve myself felt so good. Sadly I was interrupted during the 10 minutes and only got to use the first 6 to edge.He allowed me to roll again if I wanted to, so I did, considering I would enjoy literally any option other than #8.And just to my shitty luck, I pulled an 8. Guess I’m sleeping an hour earlier every day this week.​I was home alone at this point (I live with my parents because I’m still in high school), so sir decided it was a good time to practice some submissive positions while naked. I sent him a chart of poses I had seen a few months before (here’s the link: https://ift.tt/3kdN8nk don’t want to bore you with descriptions of every pose I had to do, just know that during each one I got progressively more desperate to touch myself, and I had to wear my nasty weighted nipple clamps (that I made from attaching a bunch of locks to a pair of binder clips).I was on my 4th or 5th pose.. It was “Humble” (a personal favorite of mine), and sir let me touch myself with my non-dominant hand slowwwwwlllyyy… which was so torturous. I had been holding submissive poses for the last 20 minutes or so and I was unbelievably horny from that and all the things sir was telling me… I wanted so badly to just go all out and rub myself like crazy, but instead had to move at a snails pace and on top of that I wasn’t allowed to reach the edge. Still, it was relief to sir’s needy little clit. At this point my nipple clamps were hurting so bad, I was begging for sir to allow me to take them off. Because of the position I was in, any slight movement made my weighted clamps dangle around and pull on my nipples. So, I was trying to rub without moving at all. What a kinky predicament :)Sir finally allowed me to take off my clamps and then to edge just once. I was so needy at that point that I couldn’t wait any longer and edged as soon as possible. I was so wet while practicing those poses for daddy that I dripped a little puddle onto the floor, which I was made to lick up afterwards. I thought it might’ve been a little gross but I’m embarrassed to say it actually turned me on sooooo much.Since then, Sir made me put on 5 pairs of panties at once so his needy clit is constantly getting pressed and teased, it’s absolute torture :DI’m currently staying up past my bedtime writing this, hopefully I won’t be punished too hard hehe…Sir plans on making me go outside tomorrow, who knows what he has planned.. I’m excited to find out.I just had 3 ruined orgasms last night (thank you sir!), so I’m not THAT desperate yet… but I’m sure as I keep writing these day after day you’ll see me slowly lose my mind.Stay tuned for nightly updates… and thank you for reading! 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

First true denial with my dom

Warning/tags: Non-consensual, D/s, & squirtingI promise with the utmost confidence that this story is 100% true. Feel free to ask any questions in the comments. No DM’s please! I hope to give all of you updates as they happen, so stay tuned for more._______________________________________________________Hi all! I’m starting this account because my boyfriend, C, and I have recently found this new hobby. Our sex life was getting pretty plain, so we had opened it up to threesomes with our friend J. We had a few amazing fucks in January with him, but because of covid we agreed it was safer to focus on each other and find out what makes us really tick.I’m 21 now and since I’ve moved in with C, I’ve able to cum all the time whenever I want. Because of this, I’m probably only horny for the half-hour or so that it takes me to get to my O. Then it fades, and I’m back to the quarantine boredom.During our late-night pillow talk I divulged to my man that ever since I can remember, I’ve always loved masturbating. I remember when I was learning I was constantly in a state of heat because I didn’t have any release. I didn’t know how to make myself cum so I was always humping my bedposts, playing with myself under the covers unbeknownst to family and friends, etc. I remember making it into a game to see how long I could masturbate at all of my friends houses during sleepovers without them noticing! I’d usually only stop once the smell of my wet slit started to come through my panties.Now I should mention, C is usually the more horny of us two. During this talk he looked at me with hungry eyes and said uncharacteristically, “I’d love it if you were constantly wet and on edge like you were back then.” Right then I could feel a tingle shoot down to my clit. I started touching myself while he pulled out his cock.”What if I turned you into a brainless little slut, begging to be allowed to cum, touching herself wherever she was in the house?”My eyes rolled back at the thought while I dug into my panties and felt my wetness.”I’d really like that” I confessed. A twisted little smile formed in the corner of his mouth, but it went away when he saw what I was doing with myself.He pulled my hand out from under me and took my place, rubbing me in small, quick circles.”I wonder how far I can get you past your usual limits out of desperation to cum. Finally letting me fuck your tight little ass cheeks would be a dream… Are you sure you want to do this?”My pussy felt like it was radiating heat at that point and I was getting close to cumming, bucking my hips and moaning softly like I usually do. The idea of him abusing his power to make me do what he wants was part nerve-wracking but thrilling as well.I gave him a dirty evil smile that said yes, but my mouth protested, “Please don’t stop, C, I’m going to cum.”He winked, and then laughed at me. “You’re already there? It’s hardly been 3 minutes! Pathetic little fuck-hole” and he turned over. Quickly, he grabbed my thighs and spit on my cunt and started fucking into me, knowing I can’t cum from penetration.I went to reach down for my wet gash, but he gripped me by the wrists before I knew what was coming. He pushed into me and fucked me hard. Within a handful of minutes, he had shot his seed in me.The humiliation of being outed for what I really like was embarrassing but also really hot.After that, he took my hair in one hand and in the other, he rubbed his cum into my clit. Fast. He rubbed me down until I was sure I could be heard through the walls. Nearly an hour went by and he was keeping me right on the edge while he whispered even more unmentionable dirty word into my ear. I arched my back sensually and felt his fingers shift. He fucked his fingers into me, working my G-spot. And although it didn’t make me cum, I squirted all over the sheets.”Holy shit!” he shouted, “I didn’t know you could do that!”Frankly, I didn’t know it either. He grabbed me by the hair again and put my face in front of the stain I had made on the sheets. “Do it again and I’ll let you cum.”A new found enthusiasm rushed over me. I nodded my head eagerly and smiled wide! His fingers fucked my G-spot again, quicker this time. Soon enough, I squirted again and again, this time onto the floor. “Good little slut.””Show me your dripping cunt. I’m going to take a picture to remind you this was what you wanted. Don’t you dare fucking touch yourself. If you do, I’ll hit send to J, he’ll tie you up with the rope he brought last time and we’ll both rape your tight little holes.” The look on his face was unnervingly serious as he grabbed his phone from the bedside table.He positioned me on all fours with my head turned back to face the camera. My hairless pussy was the center of his attention. obviously swollen and pink, with drops of both of our cum spilling down onto my clit. He laughed at me again as he snapped a picture. “You really are a denial slut aren’t you, baby? Say it. Call yourself a slut.””I’m a slut,” I told him with my head low, obeying him out of desperation to finally cum. I felt it was the truth.”Good girl. Here’s your prize.”He pushed my face into the puddle of piss I had made earlier and slipped his cock into me. With one hand, he held both my wrists behind my back and with the other he rubbed my now aching clit. I was shaking and squirming because the feeling was just too much to handle as it built up inside me.Then it happened. The knot of pleasure in my groin built up and I released an insanely intense orgasm. And even though the smell and feeling of warm hot piss was pressed up into my face, it was hands down the best orgasm he’s ever given me.I can’t wait for him to use me again! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Another 40 edges in the last 4 days

It’s been really rough week. Since I have lots of free time at work cumming is the only thing I can think about. My legs are shaking to cum lately. Can’t hold it anymore. How should I cum? Decide it for me in comments or poll. Give me some ideas guys _. My edging journey: https://ift.tt/3kbWekz Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n