so last time i posted i said i was going to shoot for 2 weeks denial, but as you can see it’s over 2 weeks now lmaothe sunday i was supposed to orgasm… i found that i was conflicted about the orgasm. i wanted relief but didn’t want to stop my denial, so i settled on doing a ruin. i decided to work myself up before it, just casually rubbing my clit and teasing myself throughout the day, even edging using the showerhead. then, at the end of the day, it was time to ruin! i settled down in bed, opened up some porn, and…nope. no ruin. it was the strangest thing ever—like my body let me get to the edge but i just hovered in that torture, never able to push past it and get those lovely contractions. my body literally said NOPE. no relief for you, denial forever!ironically enough, the next night i was incredibly wet and desperate and sensitive. of course the day im supposed to orgasm my body doesn’t cooperate, and the next it’s raring to go…so now im going for 4 weeks denial. i definitely feel like im getting into the mindset of wanting to be denied forever, because i thought of doing 3 weeks but really don’t want to cum this sunday. i want to deny myself until im a desperate mess who can only think of her clit. only then will i ruin :Doh! and i finally penetrated myself! my obsession with it has been realized and i never wanna go back. edging with both my fingers in my pussy and on my clit is the best thing ever. that’s pretty much it, just thought id update since i said i would, wish me luck on these 4 weeks hehe female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n