Month: September 2020

You’re all so cruel… I know I asked for fewer edges yesterday, but my number for today entered up being -19! I want to edge more so badly now that I can feel my clit actually throbbing every now and then. Well, it’s Day 8. I feel it throb a little every now and then throughout the day without even thinking about it. It’s constantly reminding me how desperate I am.Someone pointed out that it’s a bit boring to have all negative numbers mean the same thing: whether the total comes to -1 or -100, it all means no edges. So I’d really like if you could give me ideas for what these numbers could mean. So far I’m thinking a number lower than -25 will mean complete no touch for the day. Any other ideas? I want to make things a bit more interesting.I still have to do a task every day, so I watched this video that I was sent to follow along with. I managed to reach the edge, so I had one edge. This was allowed as it was part of the task. It felt so good to edge….So good, in fact, that I edged again afterwards without permission. You would think that I would have learned my lesson from earlier in the week, but turns out I’m still a greedy desperate little girl with no discipline. It was only one edge!! But still one too many, and I need to be punished. I think the punishment from last time, toothpaste on clit and watching porn while being unable to touch, is effective and I will do that again tomorrow night. I will also make sure to do whatever punishment idea is most upvoted, as long as it’s within my limits. You can see them here.Now my clit is throbbing even more after writing this. I enjoy writing these updates so much, they’re the perfect way to make me focus on just how desperate I am and I’m really glad that some of you are liking them too :)As usual, my edges tomorrow will be determined by the upvotes on the “plus one” reply, subtract the upvotes on the “minus one” reply. I’m not expecting many edges again after edging without permission, but I can still hope right? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Required equipment:VibratorAlarm clock or timerUndies and tight jeansInstructions:Get yourself nice and turned on (however you want–read stories, look at porn, use your imagination). Then lie down on your bed.Set the alarm to go off in ten minutes. Turn it away from you so you can’t see how much time is left.Turn on the vibrator. Set it to high. Slip it down the front of your undies so it’s pressed against your clit. Zip up the tight jeans to hold it there so that it’s really buzzing you.Now lie down on your back, don’t move, and try to hold off the orgasm….because you’re not allowed to take the vibrator out, move it, or turn it off until the alarm goes off.If you have an orgasm you have to leave it there. For most girls this is a real challenge, since most girls get really sensitive after an orgasm. No matter how intense the sensation gets, if you orgasm you have to leave the vibrator in place.Easier version:Set the vibrator on low, or don’t wear tight jeans–just slip it down the front of your panties.Harder versionBefore starting the timer or putting the vibrator in your undies, you must edge. This version is only for the REALLY brave! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

27F looking for help. I have had a few doms in the past both online and irl. I have explored denial in the past, the longest I’ve made it is a month. But I’ve never had anyone serious about edging before. I would prefer to start slow with just chatting before anything else. I definitely want to get to know someone before I give over control.I’m mainly looking for something online.Interested in finding someone who would enjoy edging and denying me of course, interested in being degraded, being given tasks and assignments, some pain/ discomfort, and I definitely enjoy rules and structure. I’ve tried in the past to deny myself alone without guidance and I always fail. I have many other kinks I’d love to discuss if I find someone worth sharing it with. I’ve never had a female domme but I’m not against it. Definitely open to new things in the pursuit of being a good denied girl, good girls don’t cum. ❤️Dm me if interested. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

My long-distance dom put me on no touch two days ago because I didn’t feel like playing (for the record, this is all consensual). We were both fairly busy so didn’t end up with much time for teasing.Then, last night, things took a turn for the NSFW. I started talking about how I wanted to snuggle, naked, just to tease. Pinch my nipples and wriggle, playing innocent. My dom knew just what to do with that 😅💦💦 got me all hot and heavy and throbbing and desperate to touch and serve.Instead, I was told to stuff my cunt with a dildo and keep it in while I slept. For a few seconds I was worried I wasn’t wet enough, but thinking about my predicament quickly solved that issue 🙈 I’m honestly shocked how well it slid in and stayed there, with my pussy clenching around it desperately. I passed out almost immediately after that.I woke up after 8 hours to it finally slipping out. Now it’s laying next to my head because I’m not sure whether I’m allowed to put it back in or if there are other plans for me today. I’m absolutely soaked and it’s all I can do to not hump the mattress while I type this. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Today was starting to get slightly better than the past couple of days, before I made it worse for myself. I woke up today with my clit still throbbing, and spent around one hour watching porn while doing absolutely nothing that would help my frustration. My mistress threatened with taking away my privileges to watch porn, but I begged for her not to and I’m still allowed to watch it for now. I was really happy to watch as much porn as I could today, but when it got to the afternoon though, it… kind of died down? Being around people meant I still had to use my panties, which decreased the humiliating arousal I was feeling yesterday. My clit just wasn’t being as greedy today, but I was missing the feeling I got from the denial. Um I know how weird that sounds and I can’t really understand it either—it just didn’t feel right not to be completely horny. So to fix it and get me into the right headspace, I listened to some hypnosis loops and files.I went around the house playing this in my earphones, on loop while doing household chores around the house. For about an hour I had someone repeating over and over that—I don’t think, I don’t cum, I rub my clit until I’m dumb; all while rubbing themselves to edge over and over. Remember how I said my clit wasn’t being greedy today? Well not anymore. It was begging me to touch it, and now my brain was too. I locked myself in my room and pretended to rub my clit as well as I could; I probably looked pathetic, doing it as hard as I could and trying to amount to a pleasure that wasn’t even building. I’m not kidding when I say a small tear left my eye while doing this, I want to rub so much.I didn’t feel like it was enough, and I wanted to get into deeper hypnosis to see where it would take me. Since the humiliation from posting these diaries turned me on so much, I decided to appropriately listen to this. I honestly can’t tell you what the file said for that entire hour… I only know that when I woke up whenever I found something degrading I got a small rush on my pussy. Which will really help when I go to bed watching humiliation porn, getting horny over imagining myself in more and more embarrassing situations. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n