Month: September 2020

Denial Day 7 (September 4)

It’s been a week already! And you were all so generous… I got to celebrate with almost more edges than I could handle. I got 32 edges from upvotes: it should have been 64, but I’ve had to divide the total by two due to an ongoing punishment for edging without permission a few days ago. Today, though, I’m actually kind of glad for that punishment because I don’t think I could have physically done sixty edges.I’m actually exhausted now after all these edges. It because almost difficult to keep reaching the edge around the 25th, but I managed to get through them all. Now I don’t have any particular desire to touch more currently, because I feel all edged out, but I’m incredibly wet. Like, my sheets underneath me are wet because I’m quite literally dripping. My clit feels so sensitive and it’s aching… I think I’m going to wake up very horny and desperate tomorrow, which will be fun :)I only completed one task today. I had planned to do more but in all honesty, I’m about to fall asleep. All those edges really tired me out. Still, my rules say I have to do at least one task a day (and I did this at the start of my edging session). I was instructed to watch this video and stroke my clit the whole time, but never edge. I had to be very careful to be slow and it was torturous, really. I remember at one point starting to feel like I wouldn’t make it much longer without edging and checking the time—I was only two minutes into the twenty minute video. Somehow I lasted the whole way through, and I was rewarded with an extra two edges. And I was very wet after teasing for so long.I’m exhausted now and my clit is aching. I want to cum so badly, and I know after all this edging I’ll want it even more tomorrow. Even now, 15 minutes after finishing my edges, I’m starting to get really desperate again. I think I might have trouble sleeping tonight…. well, I guess I’ll have to try my best.As usual, the number of upvotes on “plus one edge” will be the number of edges I’m allowed tomorrow, with the upvotes on “minus one edge” subtracted from that total. If you like—and you totally don’t have to do this, but I’m curious—you can reply to them with the reason you’re voting like that. Maybe you could even convince some people why I deserve or don’t deserve to edge… could be interesting. And you can always give me tasks too, I’ve been really enjoying what I’ve been set. Hopefully I’ll get through more tasks tomorrow because there are some I am very excited about! I don’t want to ask for fewer edges… but 30 in a day is a lot. Thank you for being so generous, though 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

meditation training

For this challenge, all you need is your imagination and patience. It’s another one to make you treat yourself gently !Today is about gentle. Today you are a gentle creature. You are your best and kindest self today. Today you are gentle with your imagination, and you do not let the harsher fantasies cross your mental imagination. Yes, I know how cruel this is for some of you! Today you are gentle with those who love you- and you give them your sweetest smile. Today you are gentle with yourself, and you feed yourself things which are good for you. Today, you give yourself the gifts of movement- and you move in ways to bring you joy.Today you have your ten fingers. Today you as you sit, and stare at your instructions, I want you to put your hands together, fingers spread. Thumb to thumb, pinky to pinky. Each finger touches its match. Palm touches palm.Throughout the day, when you find yourself feeling aroused- bring your hands together this way in front of you. As you crave to stroke your pussy, push your palms in together. You push your palms against each other when you have the urge to slide your fingers anywhere. You may not touch your clit, your breasts. It is palm to palm, and thumb to thumb and pinky to pinky. Your hands, held together, are sex for you. When you press hand to hand- you have permission to contemplate all things sexual.You will bring your hands together for at least 2 minutes (as long as you like, but at least 2 minutes) several times during the day. It is during these times you can train your mind to imagine the ways in which you want to be used. While your hands are together, your mind is free to consider the possibilities… of being bound or fucked or forced or tasted. Your hands which press so deeply against each other. This could be hands pressed against a bathroom mirror- your face against the glass, as you withstand a delicious assault. Your hands could be bound under neath you- hopeless as you crave to be used. Only when your hands are pressed against each other do you get to consider such possibilities. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n