Denial Diary #10 – Almost 2 weeks of no-touch and a bunch of other stuff

Yes, I’m still alive! I haven’t posted any updates in almost 3 weeks now, aaaaaaHere are all my previous posts…#1 – #2 – #3 – #4 – #5 – #6 – #7 – #8 – #9 (sorta)As I’m writing this my legs are tied up and I have weighted nipple clamps on.. more on that later :)Right after my last orgasm (which wasssss 19 days ago?) Sir put both coyote and I on a week of no-touch (Sir has 2 little girls now if you haven’t read my last post hehe)At this point I barely even remember the details of what happened that week cuz my mind is just constantly covered in a horny fog, and I’m not gonna write a detailed day-by-day overview anyways cuz that would be like 30 pages long lolBasically we just spent the entire week getting progressively more insane from horniness cuz we were constantly being teased by sir and still had to do tasks for him, like wearing nipple clamps or doing submissive poses, wearing a plug to school/in public etc…Just this time without any sort of relief or reward afterBy the time Sunday rolled around again and the week of no touch was coming to an end, coyote and I were complete messes, so desperate for some relief. But, it wasn’t over just yet. Sir put us to a competition, where the winner would have the rest of the day to touch themselves however they like and the other stays on no-touch. The competition was based around who could last the longest in the “Endure” pose on this chart with toothpaste on their clit. We were both given 3 swaps where we could swap from Endure to Expose or vice versa. We both started off pretty strong but the pose is hard to maintain for a long time so I had to use my first swap to get some relief pretty quickly, and then I used my last 2 swaps throughout the rest of the competition to make coyote go into Endure right after she was able to drop into a more comfortable position so she couldn’t rest. My plan was to just tire her out and force her to call it quits early but it didn’t work lolThe toothpaste hurt a little bit but it wasn’t as strong as we originally anticipated, so it was more of just a little bonus pain than a major factor :)After like 20 minutes of tiring poses, my legs couldn’t take it anymore! I had to throw in the towel, making coyote the winner (congrats!!)Soooooo she got to rub herself and do whatever else she wanted for a full 24 hours (while counting edges in our group chat so I had to see how much fun she was having) while I just sat there and watched in denial. It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO frustrating. On top of that, she was feeling extra evil and confident after her victory so she made me tie a crotchrope on myself, which pushed my plug in super deep and put a bunch of pressure around sir’s pussy and just made me super super super horny, and I wasn’t allowed to moan at all and had to slap myself everytime I accidentally did. I can’t tell you how frustrating it was to just be completely denied and unbelievably horny and not allowed to do anything about it, while seeing coyote just freely playing with herself and having the time of her life. The rest of that day I was just a complete squirmy mess. That was also the first time I ever cried out of pure frustration (I still loved it hehe)My no-touch lasted another 5 days after that, when sir finally let me edge a little bit (thank you sir!!!). Needless to say those 5 days were full of teasing and denial and begging. Oh yeah, lots of begging. I had to wear my crotchrope to school one of those days (like, actual physical school lol) and with no bra on and it was so humiliating.. I loved it though no matter how much I complained about it haha..Pretty soon after that, though, coyote went and had a ruined orgasm without permission!So, she was in for a pretty mean punishment.. and Sir put it up to me to decide what it would be.Not only did she have a ruined orgasm, but she stole Sir’s clit from him..sooo I needed to come up with a punishment that would make sure she learned that her clit is no longer hers to control. That, and I really wanted to get revenge from her being so mean after that competition hehe..Ultimately the punishment we settled on was a week of no-touch and without panties. I added the no panties cuz coyote went without wearing panties for a day for the first time shortly before and she got really embarrassed from it :)The next few days were really fun cuz even though I wasn’t allowed to touch myself the whole time I was constantly teasing coyote about her denial and it was a huge turn on for me to be able to control her a bit and always remind her of how she didn’t have panties and couldn’t touch anything :)She wasn’t allowed to moan a few times throughout and it was rlly exciting to see her melt away into horniness and count up all the accidental moans she couldn’t hold in after I tease her. So cute!!A few days into her denial, sir and I allowed coyote to edge, BUT, she could only do it by slapping her clit. She was allowed just one at first, and I was allowed to do 20 the same way. We both decided to use rulers to slap ourselves with cuz it hurts more 🙂 Unfortunately, I couldn’t bring myself to the edge just by slapping! However, coyote could! Which is very telling of just how desperate she was cuz I usually can edge quite a bit faster than her. I think the fact that she could edge just from slapping her clit with a ruler really made her realize what a desperate little messy slut she had become :)Since I couldn’t get myself to edge with the slaps, I could give some of my 20 to coyote… I was willing to give her as many as she wanted, but if she couldn’t finish them all (from the pain becoming too much to handle) she would be punished with longer no-touch. She got 3 more, which she absolutely blazed through in just a couple of minutes. Talk about a desperate slut, huh? At this point Sir allowed me to use up the rest of my remaining 17 edges with my hands, which felt amazing cuz I was so turned on from being such a tease haha… Coyote asked me to give her more edges, which I wanted to do. I will say, however, it was really tempting to just use up the rest of my 17 edges in her face without giving her any more lol. Buuutttt, I’m not THAT mean, so I ended up giving her 5 more edges. I made her beg a lot for them, of course.(side note: the exact numbers on this might be a bit off cuz this was over a week ago haha)It’s really nice and rewarding to see coyote ease into being a total humiliated denial slut 🙂 and I’m glad I could help doing that hehe. I don’t think she will be touching herself without permission for a while now haha.. oh and that 7 days of denial/no panties that was originally settled on was shortened down to 4 since coyote was being such a good girl :)It was really fun to have sir put me in charge of coyote’s punishment like that! It was really exhilarating to be able to explore a bit of my dominant side for a while.. it turned me on a lot and now I’m jealous of Sir cuz he gets to feel that way all day when he controls me :)As for coyote’s end.. I think (hopefully) she enjoyed it as much as I did!Nowwww we’re up to like, 5 days ago?Instead of fingering my ass for 10 minutes every morning and before I go to bed, I now have to edge once by humping my pillow. It makes me feel like such a degraded slut to have to desperately hump my pillow every night before bed for Sir, and then having to sleep on it and smell myself and feel all the wet spots I made on it. I’m constantly reminded of my embarrassing levels of horniness and now I fall asleep every night with my face completely red from humiliation :)A few days ago Sir made me attend all my online classes for the day without pants or panties, and with my legs tied spread in my chair, while wearing a crotchrope. This made me sooooo horny cuz being tied up and restrained in any way is like, one of my biggest turn ons. I also tied my neck to the headrest of the chair with a belt for the first time and WOW it really turned me on (don’t worry I made sure it was safe). I liked to think it was Sir’s hand pressing up against my throat more and more as I tried to squirm out of my restraints, making my moans all choked up and stifled 🙂 Because I tied up my neck without him asking me to, I was rewarded with a few edges! (thank youuuuu) I was dripping so much onto my chair the whole day :)After my classes ended I kept myself tied up for a bit cuz I was just so worked up. I watched porn and played with my nipples for like an hour, just being a messy, whimpering, squirming mess for sir :)Then a few days later, I accidentally let my temptations get the best of me :(I was really frustrated and angry cuz of some personal issues and out of my frustration I couldn’t help but to edge without permission. I only intended to do one to calm myself down but I couldn’t stop myself cuz it felt soooo good.. I ended up doing like 8-10 edges.I told sir so the next day (which was yesterday) as a punishment I had to do all my online classes tied up the same way and without pants again. At least this time around I didn’t have to wear a crotchrope! However, I was on total no-touch for the day, so I couldn’t play with my nipples at all to relieve myself like I usually do. By the end of the day, I had a full scale replica of the Atlantic ocean on my chair just from how wet I was. I was so incredibly horny, I just really wanted sir to fuck my brains out and fill my pretty little mouth with his cum :)After school, I was such a horny mess I was begging sir to let me touch his clit a lottttt. I was so worked up from being tied up all day and it made me feel like such a slut not being allowed to wear pants or panties. I guess sir felt bad or maybe he was just in a super good mood but he allowed me to edge 5 times!!! (I may have bribed him a bit..)(Another side note.. Lemme tell you, having to beg someone to be allowed to wear pants is really degrading and humiliating)Sir also allowed me to still do my edge last night, so I got a bit of relief before I slept.Last night I was so horny I tied my legs together before I slept so I went to bed with restraints on for the first time 🙂 I didn’t want to hurt myself so they were pretty loose but enough to where I couldn’t spread my legs any more than like 2 inches. It made me all squirmy and desperate as I fell asleep and I think I literally woke up this morning from horniness for the first time cuz of them. I was still in that super hazy half-awake state but I was still squirming involuntarily from being so horny and I was sooooo wet, my entire inner thighs were wet and sticky lolll.. I was such a mess and struggling against my restraints like that just turned me on more and more and I spent like half an hour in bed being a slutty mess before I gave up and untied myself just to be able to fall asleep again.Today, my no-touch is to continue until I post this update. Sir also told me that I’m not allowed to moan or squirm until I post either. So, I had to tie myself up again super tight so I was literally unable to squirm cuz I just can’t do it myself haha.. As for the moans, I’ve been whimpering like crazy all day even if im not allowed to. I just can’t help it, I’m too turned on. I have to slap myself after every time I accidentally moan and I’ve gotta be well above 200 now. My face hurts from all the slaps haha.. On top of that sir has me wearing my weighted nipple clamps until I post this and they are REALLY starting to hurt.. I better type fast :)So, as of right now I am currently sitting in my chair writing this, legs tied together, no pants or panties, dripping like a leaky faucet, weighted nipple clamps on, my face completely red from both the slapping and from embarrassment, and of course with my plug in :)I am such a slut now and I love itSir also started calling my throat his little cock sleeve and I completely forgot how much it turns me on to be degraded like that aaaahhhhhI’ve also started keeping track of how long I keep my butt plug in this month. There’s 730 hours in a month, and just the thought that I’ll be spending most of those with a plug inside my tight little ass for sir really turns me on 🙂 Now I’ll have an official timeline of how long I take it out every day.​Sir having 2 subs has honestly been so much fun so far and has brought a lot of amazing experiences to my denial! I really love the whole power dynamic of me sometimes having control of coyote and her sometimes having control over me.. and then of course with Sir always at the top. Big thank you to u/coyotetrashh!!! You’re the best! :)Thank you for reading!!!! Hopefully this post wasn’t too long haha..As always if you have any more ideas on how to torment me please message sir ( u/dominatedme) with your thoughts and contributions :)I REALLY hope sir will give me some relief after I post this.. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n