Month: October 2020

I Kind Of Don’t Get It

(hey look, my second post, I think)I don’t understand long-term denial. As someone who can’t experience it due to medical reasons (maybe later I’ll link my first post), but also as someone who experiences multiple orgasms any time I engage in that (although that’s also not a choice, see my first post in this sub)Orgasms aren’t a let down for me. How are they a let down for you guys? Can you not keep having them until you realize you’ve had 16 and you can still keep going? Help me understand, at least for research. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

denial diary day 1

last night i posted here asking for someone to help keep me accountable and i found my mistress.we played last night and she made me tease for what felt like forever by keeping my legs open and having my vibrator on right next to my pussy but not close enough for me to touch it. so i could hear it buzzing and only had to move an inch to feel it but i wasn’t allowed to.she then let me turn my vibrator on the lowest setting while barely touching my pussy. it was torture i started crying bc i couldn’t even get close to an edge and i was getting so desperate and wet i even made a wet spot on my bed. she made me lick up my vibrator afterwards and we talked then i went to sleep horny and needy (i kept a pillow between my led so i didn’t rub my thighs together, but not close enough for me to jump on it).when i woke up i was soaked and horny still, so i did what mistress told me and made breakfast, drank water and cleaned up a bit before i did my edges (i didn’t realize those were a reward, i thought they were a task ☹️)my first two edges i did close together, i ended up taking a break after two bc i was really really worked up. the first one only took like 6 minutes and the second one 4.then after about an hour i did my 3rd and 4th one. my third one took ten minutes and my 4th one almost became a ruin, it was such a hard edge i almost cried and stayed in my bed for 20 minutes trying to recover and calm down. my heart was beating like 100000 bpm.i then took a shower, and did my last edge there, afterwards i continued with my day until mistress texted me and informed me those were actually a reward and not a task,,, and i should’ve savored them…. which i didn’t.i begged and pleaded to touch more so she made me watch a porn video while fucking myself excruciatingly slow with one finger, i got to a very soft edge after 24 minutes and was super fucking horny and soaked. she said i wouldn’t touch for the rest of the day.but then i begged and she gave my two options- which are on my previous post as a poll because i couldn’t pick. i have until 50 votes and then i have to do one of them. i’m so needy and horny and desperate and aaaaaaa.if this is day one idk how i’m gonna keep doing this female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

mistress gave me two options for tonight, i can’t pick

mistress had me edge 6 times today, i’m dying and soaked and hhhng it’s awful and i can’t stop thinking about touching. mistress gave me two choices for what to do for the rest of the night.my two choices are: edge 3 times with my vibe on the highest setting (i’ve been using low for my 5 edges today) and if i end up ruining i can’t cum til wednesday (i’m supposed to tomorrow or monday). or no touch all night, i may be able to touch my nipples or do some anal play if mistress decides to be nice or she might make me watch porn with my legs spread,,,please help me pick, they both sound impossibleView Poll female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n