So, a few days ago or something like that, I posted here asking for advice and experiences with using numbing cream for denial purposes, and I got a lot of really helpful (and super hot š) responses! After getting myself worked up and chickening out a few times, I finally decided to give it a shot a today!I woke up horny, and ended up going into the living room to masturbate before my roommates woke up. I did end up cumming (before either of the guys woke up luckily, lol!) which is why I decided today would be a good day to use the numbing cream. Since, obviously, I canāt even be trusted with my own pussy š”I went and found the cream in my medicine cabinet, went to my room, and stripped down. It was chilly so I ended up putting a hoodie on, but left everything else off. Iām going to be honest, I was soaked before I even unscrewed the cap on the little bottle. I couldnāt stop squirming! It made it really hard to apply the cream because I was so wet. Eventually, I had to go get a wash cloth and dry my pussy (my clit was sensitive and the washcloth felt so rough š¤¤), and I stood in front of my full length mirror to apply it. My legs were shaking so hard I kept tripping myself up lol! Iāve not been that horny in a looong time.After I got a lot put on my clit and on top of my hood, I went to lay down before I fell over from my shaky ass legs, and I pulled up old trusty PornHub. Ended up picking a video of a woman putting numbing cream on her husbandās dick and then giving him a handjob while she rode a dildo attached to his face, covering his mouth. I didnāt touch myself while I was watching it but I wanted to so bad!!!I ended up watching the video until the woman came without touching myself at all. But as soon as she started cumming, I had to turn it off. She was a really pretty woman, and her moans made me ache, I wanted to feel like her!I tried to start playing with myself at that point, but I was still able to feel it. It felt so good that I almost came. But I didnāt, no worries! I ended up putting my leggings back on (no panties or bra), and went and made myself some pasta, took a little nap, just generally wasting time until it started working.I woke up from my nap super horny, and immediately took my clothes off and tried to go to town on my clit. But, to my still asleep, horny, lizard brainās shock and horror, I couldnāt feel a damn thing.And that brings us to now! Itās taken me over an hour so far to write this because I keep stopping to try and relieve myself, touch myself, feel even just the littlest bit of pleasure from my stupid clit and I canāt!!! Itās infuriating and my nipples are so sensitive I canāt touch them without shuddering.Iāve tried rubbing my clit, nothing. I can feel my fingers moving my clit back and forth, but my clit is totally numb. Humping my pillow works better, because if I do it hard and fast enough the pressure feels nice against my pussy, but my clit?? Nothing!Both of my holes keep squeezing and twitching, and Iām going crazy. This has been both the best and worst idea Iāve ever had! I fucked myself with my fingers a few times since the cream set in, but only for a few seconds. I cum pretty easily from penetration usually anyway, so I know I can still cum that way and am trying to avoid the temptation too much. I havenāt put it in yet, but I do have my plug and some lube pulled out, I figure if I get too worked up I can at least fill my asshole.But, for the time being, I guess Iām just going to keep laying here naked, my holes twitching and begging to be used, leaking wetness everywhere, and be a good little slut and rub my clit and not cum. Not much of a choice at the moment, I guess. š„ŗTLDR: Tried numbing cream on my clit. Took a long time to set in, but now I can no longer feel my clit, and I canāt think about anything but cumming. But good girls donāt cum, and I will learn! š female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n