My (F, 20s) First Experience with Numbing Cream!

So, a few days ago or something like that, I posted here asking for advice and experiences with using numbing cream for denial purposes, and I got a lot of really helpful (and super hot šŸ’•) responses! After getting myself worked up and chickening out a few times, I finally decided to give it a shot a today!I woke up horny, and ended up going into the living room to masturbate before my roommates woke up. I did end up cumming (before either of the guys woke up luckily, lol!) which is why I decided today would be a good day to use the numbing cream. Since, obviously, I can’t even be trusted with my own pussy 😔I went and found the cream in my medicine cabinet, went to my room, and stripped down. It was chilly so I ended up putting a hoodie on, but left everything else off. I’m going to be honest, I was soaked before I even unscrewed the cap on the little bottle. I couldn’t stop squirming! It made it really hard to apply the cream because I was so wet. Eventually, I had to go get a wash cloth and dry my pussy (my clit was sensitive and the washcloth felt so rough 🤤), and I stood in front of my full length mirror to apply it. My legs were shaking so hard I kept tripping myself up lol! I’ve not been that horny in a looong time.After I got a lot put on my clit and on top of my hood, I went to lay down before I fell over from my shaky ass legs, and I pulled up old trusty PornHub. Ended up picking a video of a woman putting numbing cream on her husband’s dick and then giving him a handjob while she rode a dildo attached to his face, covering his mouth. I didn’t touch myself while I was watching it but I wanted to so bad!!!I ended up watching the video until the woman came without touching myself at all. But as soon as she started cumming, I had to turn it off. She was a really pretty woman, and her moans made me ache, I wanted to feel like her!I tried to start playing with myself at that point, but I was still able to feel it. It felt so good that I almost came. But I didn’t, no worries! I ended up putting my leggings back on (no panties or bra), and went and made myself some pasta, took a little nap, just generally wasting time until it started working.I woke up from my nap super horny, and immediately took my clothes off and tried to go to town on my clit. But, to my still asleep, horny, lizard brain’s shock and horror, I couldn’t feel a damn thing.And that brings us to now! It’s taken me over an hour so far to write this because I keep stopping to try and relieve myself, touch myself, feel even just the littlest bit of pleasure from my stupid clit and I can’t!!! It’s infuriating and my nipples are so sensitive I can’t touch them without shuddering.I’ve tried rubbing my clit, nothing. I can feel my fingers moving my clit back and forth, but my clit is totally numb. Humping my pillow works better, because if I do it hard and fast enough the pressure feels nice against my pussy, but my clit?? Nothing!Both of my holes keep squeezing and twitching, and I’m going crazy. This has been both the best and worst idea I’ve ever had! I fucked myself with my fingers a few times since the cream set in, but only for a few seconds. I cum pretty easily from penetration usually anyway, so I know I can still cum that way and am trying to avoid the temptation too much. I haven’t put it in yet, but I do have my plug and some lube pulled out, I figure if I get too worked up I can at least fill my asshole.But, for the time being, I guess I’m just going to keep laying here naked, my holes twitching and begging to be used, leaking wetness everywhere, and be a good little slut and rub my clit and not cum. Not much of a choice at the moment, I guess. 🄺TLDR: Tried numbing cream on my clit. Took a long time to set in, but now I can no longer feel my clit, and I can’t think about anything but cumming. But good girls don’t cum, and I will learn! šŸ’• female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Can you edge too much?

Things were going well until I stood up. I really thought I was gunna my pass out. I could hardly walk (im shocked i didnt fall down the stairs) and heard a ringing in my ears. Awful experience, do not recommendIs this because I edged a ton on an empty stomach? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Mimi’s First NOvember – Day 1

Hi friends, I thought it’d be fun to chronicle my first ever NOvember as I’ve just gotten into edging (: I didn’t roll for day one, but from day two onwards I will roll for each edging session per day!NOvember 1stI was watching anime (Fairy Tail if you’re wondering) and one of the main characters is always wearing super slutty low-cut crop tops and mini skirts that show off her nice titties and figure, so OF COURSE I got horny. Cuz, I mean who doesn’t want a cute anime girl to eat them out?I started rubbing myself through my thick sweats. At first, I did it in circles- feeling around to see how deeply I could stimulate myself through the cloth. Watching the cute bouncy anime girl certainly didn’t help, she just made me want to touch myself further. I took out my super strong vibrator and used it through the fabricEventually I gave into myself and took off my sweats, but left my panties on (hey, I’m at least trying to be a good girl ok? :p) I rubbed myself through my panties until I could feel a little wet spot start to form. Again, my fingers are never enough for me, so I whipped out my vibrator and massaged the mushroom shaped head into me. I love the phallic shape of my vibrator as its super large and I get to close my eyes and imagine a thick cock rubbing against me and pulsing into my tiny little clit.The vibrations were so strong it was hard to keep my vibrator in place. Usually I love to put my vibrator in my panties (so i’m not holding it) as it forces me to be a good girl and deal with the burning sensation that throbs into my tight kitty. I did that for a lil while, but decided I want to be a good edge slut who could take it.I took off my panties and held my vibrator against my clit, it took literally EVERYTHING inside me to not buck my hips and remove my hand… I powered through it by telling myself what a good girl daddy thought I was and saying how much I loved daddy’s cock rubbing against me.The dirty talk and strong vibrations were ALMOST enough to for a ruin, but I am a trooper and just tried to enjoy my throbbing pussy who was aching to be pushed over the edge.I thought I’d be too horny to sleep, but I closed my eyes and slept somewhat peacefully. I did have an almost sex dream that got ruined by a gigantic scary Vel’Koz (alien looking character from a video game that shoots super scary beams of disintegration) so I had to wake up.NOvember 2ndI just woke up and I’m a dripping mess, my pussy is aching to be touched. I feel like shes so ultra sensitive because she’s not used to being denied release… Every time I think about rubbing her or how my thighs will rub against each other during my morning exercise, my clit starts twitching. I’ll be doing another edge session after my workout (if I can make it through) and hopefully making in update post in a few hours šŸ’•Writing this and thinking about last nights situation is making my kitty feel so warm. My first ever dildo arrives today and idk if ill make it to 2pm ;-; female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n