It’s been 83 days

I can’t cum. Can’t do it. I want to so badly. I literally don’t know how. Sometimes I fantasize that I have an OBI from neurodenied. That I’m a desperate slut unable to find relief. But it’s not true.The truth of the matter is that while this is definitely the longest I’ve ever gone without cumming, I’m just incapable of getting there because of my surgery. I’m not truly denied like I want to be.But that doesn’t mean I’m not desperate. When I’m very turned on it feels like my dick is still there, buried underneath the surface, ready to burst free again. It’s definitely not though, and I have to learn to operate this clit.Until then I’ll keep dreaming of being teased and denied by my Mistress, cuckqueaning, and being forced to go anal or oral only. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n