I posted earlier about my interest in orgasm denial, edging, and ruining. I’ve decided to document my journey exploring!Since this is day 0, I will allow myself to orgasm but only after edging at least once. I’ve never edged before so this should be a fun experiment! I’ve been casually playing with my clit for most of my day. Occasionally, I’ll let myself use a vibrator for a little bit. I haven’t gotten close to what I would call an edge yet, but I’ve been keeping myself horny and worked up.I decided to go to the store not wearing underwear. I’ve never done this before, and I’m slightly disappointed. It wasn’t as thrilling as I thought it would be. Once I got home, I used my vibe a little but wasn’t very interested. So I got out the rubber bands and put a few around my tits. Not too many, just enough so I was aware of the new sensations. I added my nipple clamps and decided to put away my groceries like that. I like being extra aware of my tits when they were banded and clamped.I was able to edge once, but I couldn’t orgasm today. I ruined it without meaning to 😭None of my other close friends are as sexually driven as I am, so this diary also serves another purpose. It’ll give me a play to talk about my playtime! I’m so excited (and horny) to start this journey. Please feel free to leave any suggestions for things to do in the comments. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n