I posted earlier about my interest in orgasm denial, edging, and ruining. Iāve decided to document my journey exploring!Since this is day 0, I will allow myself to orgasm but only after edging at least once. Iāve never edged before so this should be a fun experiment! Iāve been casually playing with my clit for most of my day. Occasionally, Iāll let myself use a vibrator for a little bit. I havenāt gotten close to what I would call an edge yet, but Iāve been keeping myself horny and worked up.I decided to go to the store not wearing underwear. Iāve never done this before, and Iām slightly disappointed. It wasnāt as thrilling as I thought it would be. Once I got home, I used my vibe a little but wasnāt very interested. So I got out the rubber bands and put a few around my tits. Not too many, just enough so I was aware of the new sensations. I added my nipple clamps and decided to put away my groceries like that. I like being extra aware of my tits when they were banded and clamped.I was able to edge once, but I couldnāt orgasm today. I ruined it without meaning to šNone of my other close friends are as sexually driven as I am, so this diary also serves another purpose. Itāll give me a play to talk about my playtime! Iām so excited (and horny) to start this journey. Please feel free to leave any suggestions for things to do in the comments. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n