Month: December 2020

Begging for release, but don’t want it…

Anyone else begs their Dom to let them touch or cum, but secretly hopes they say no because you prefer the feeling of being on the edge?He knows I love being on the edge, but I’ll still beg for release. Then when he asks if I really want it, I don’t know what to say because I do, but I also don’t… female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Denied during Winter Break – Day 3

Hello! Today is Day 3 of me being denied all winter break. In my last post, I mentioned that today is my 22nd birthday! I slept in late and woke up groggy, when I read Sirs message saying that he wanted me to edge 22 times before midnight. Iā€™ve read surprising things from other girls in this sub edging 50-100 times in a day, but for me 22 seemed like an astronomical number. When I saw Sirs message I was overwhelmed from excitement, embarrassment, and dread. Itā€™s not like I had any plans for today, but I knew this would be a new challenge. I edged three times after reading his text. I was already throbbing and hurting, but I felt thankful that I was being pushed to such an extreme. I was soaking wet, dripping, trembling, and really starting to feel like a brainless slut. Itā€™s so much fun!Later, I went downstairs and hung out and smoked with my friend, who insisted they give me good weed for my birthday. A while later they left to get us both food, so I went to my room and edged two more times before I heard the front door open. I went back down and smoked for another hour or so, before I told my friends I had to go shower.. little did they know, before my shower, I edged five times, bringing my count up to 10. I was so desperate and shaky, clutching to my bedsheets and stuffed animals for dear life as I felt the pleasure fade away. After my shower, I edged once more while watching myself in the mirror, marking the halfway point.I hung out some more in my living room before realizing that my friends would probably want me to drink and smoke all night, meaning I would have to get my edges out of the way before then. So I quickly excused myself and went to my room and proceeded to edge ten more times. Ten edges in a row felt so extreme, but every time I let an orgasm fade away, all I could focus on was edging again, until the numb, throbbing pain between my little legs became too much to bear. Knowing I had one edge left to complete the 22, I took a break and went back downstairs.Some friends had arrived, so we all started watching one of the Twilight movies together. At one point, my phone died, but this was the perfect excuse for me to go upstairs and ā€œcharge my phoneā€ (and do my last edge.) I tried to keep my voice down, because my walls are thin, but so many edges in a day left me panting, shaking, and with very little control of my voice. I went back down, satisfied with my accomplishment, and started writing this very journal.I hope youā€™ve all been enjoying my sluttiness so far! I imagined my birthday would have some surprises for my denial, but today left me very satisfied. If you have any suggestions or anything else, please let me know, thank you! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n