stopped clitoral stimulation forever

considering all pros and cons, as well as fact that I can only cum clitorally, I finnaly made a decison to stop stimulating my clit permanently, to feminize my sexuality leaving my vagina only for penetration. I have little hope that eventually I might learn to have vaginal orgasms.I taped upper part of my vagina with rigid plate so I don’t have access to my clit and it helped to forget about it. but the problem I got is that if I start fucking myself I never want to stop, because without orgasm there is no relief from arousal. the solution I found so far is to have my vagina plugged literally all the time, to satisfy desire to be filled.if there is anyone with similar experience, anyone who can give me advice and say what is waiting me in future, or just has something to say, then please write me 🙂 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n