Heyo, haven’t written a new post in a while, haven’t I? I was on a much needed break for January and I’ve restarted denying just yesterday (of when I’m writing this, not posting)Well, if you don’t remember my last post here’s a link, but, in short I had failed and ruined after a week of frustrating no-touch. I had then proposed to punish myself by restarting the two weeks of denial and going through them without even edging. Spoiler: I bit more than I could chew. After the first few days, it became boring. I was frustrated and not the right kind of frustrated, more like having to do chores than waiting for a sweet. It was bland and boring and even watching porn wouldn’t make me horny. Those two sessions of porn per day felt, again, like a chore. After one week of being miserable, I stopped. It was so annoying, I couldn’t phantom restarting a period of denial. Like the brat I am, I came and came, multiple times a day, almost out of spite. I just masturbated myself silly. I even tried anal, just to have the strongest orgasm I could. I loved it, of course, but…Too many orgasms. That was the only thing I did with what little free time I had. Plus, I really wanted to try a thing a friend and I thought of. It’s not particularly original, but it’s fun.We both like our TTRPGS, so we’re familiar with various kinds of dice. Plus, I needed a way to stop edging; not knowing or having a limit was, after all, what made me fail in the past. The system is easy. This is what I, personally do:I roll a d20 + 6: with a minimum of 6 days, that’s the time I have to spend denying.Roll 1d4+1 every day: with a minimum of 2, that’s the number of sessions I have to do in a day. If the dice results in a 5, then I can’t touch for that day.Roll a d12+3 or d10+5: with a maximum of 15, that’s how many edges I must do per session for that day. Choosing the d12 or d10 just depends on which minimum of edges I want.Roll a d4: the number of minutes I have to wait between edges that day. For time’s sake, I skip this and just take the one minute. (This is a bit of a busy period for me)So, the first day doing this I got a 12 on the d20 (meaning my denial period will end the 16th) I had to do two sessions of 7 edges each. It was so hard to stop and wait. My hand just wanted to continue rubbing my clit. I spent those minutes between edges rubbing my thighs together, staring at the timer. And them I was presented just another edge. Nothing to satisfy me. “Fortunately”, today was no touch. Fuck me, I had a wet dream, which, for me, meand I edge all night and wake horny and wet just the moment before cumming. It was so hard, even my panties brushing against my lips would send waves of pleasure through me. I started caressing my asshole just to feel something, but that only worsened thr situation. I wanted, I want to touch my poor pussy and come. But I’m just at day 2. I’ve just felt myself getting wetter at this realisation. Writing these posts or my short stories always makes my cunt throb like crazy. I hate it. I love it.I’ve already rolled the dice for tomorrow: I’ll have two more sessions, this time of 8 edges each. At least I’ll be able to breathe a little. This is it for now. I will try to update more often, but it’s not a promise. Have a wonderfully frustrating day😊 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n