10 days and 101 edges later, it turns out I love being denied!

Hi everyone! I’ve been inspired by all the love people here to continue playing with orgasm denial, and I thought I’d share my latest endeavor since everyone is so encouraging! I’m trying to be concise but this is a long one!Since I was having so much trouble with edging and controlling my desire to cum by myself, I made an arrangement with a very nice person, and we agreed to deny my orgasms for a week. Well, it went better than expected, and my denial ended up getting extended to 10 days. I kept a count of my ratio of edges/ruins/orgasms, here are my stats:Tuesday: 0/0/0 — Total: 0 Wednesday: 2/0/0 — Total: 2 Thursday: 10/0/0 — Total: 12 Friday: 16/2/0 — Total: 28 Saturday: 10/2/0 — Total: 38 Sunday: 2/0/0 —Total: 40 Monday: 14/0/0 — Total: 54 Tuesday: 4/0/0 — Total: 58 Wednesday: 5/0/0 — Total: 63 Thursday: 6/0/0 — Total: 69 Friday: 32/0/2 — Total: 101 Final: 101/4/2I started off slowly and worked my way up. The first day was one of my favorite, my partner guided me to touch and tease every inch of my body besides my clit for almost two hours before revealing that I would not be edging or touching my clit that day. Every nerve in my body was buzzing! I usually rush for an orgasm and forget how deliciously sensitive the rest of my body is, it was a good reminder.From there I worked up to doing more and more edges, I would have longer sessions first thing in the morning and then at night with a few in the day too! It got easier with practice and edging became pleasurable and addictive rather than unsatisfying. My pussy was getting wetter than it ever had before and I was soaked literally all the time. I got to try touching myself in new ways (make up brushes are such a good tease!) I wasn’t expecting how much I would love it and be aroused by it!I did have a few accidental ruins. My first one was after an eighth or ninth edge in a row, and it just happened even though I stopped touching myself. The second one happened shortly after the first when I tried to edge, so I stopped for that day. My third one, well… I can’t really bring myself to regret because that was the hottest I felt the entire week. I was several edges into a session, filling a task to edge myself by grinding on furniture, and I was fully naked in front of a window while watching videos of me edging my pussy. I felt like I was high, I’ve never been that aroused while alone in my life. I did really try and stop in time, but it wasn’t enough. I had a fourth several hours later within one minute of me trying to edge again, and that’s when I finally figured out I couldn’t trust my cunt enough to edge after a ruin haha! We decided I shouldn’t be punished for the ruins because: 1. I was very upset when they happened and that was punishment enough and 2. I was learning to push my own boundaries, making it a big deal would have made the whole thing stressful instead of fun!But clearly I figured out how to control myself because I got over 20 edges in four hours on my final day! I was hovering around 85 edges, but I was so close to hitting 100 edges that we decided I should be challenged and really earn my orgasm. I spent almost the entire day masturbating and it was amazing the whole time. I loved every second of it. That place my brain goes when I’ve edged several times in a row and I can’t think about anything else besides how good I feel is pure bliss.My orgasm was incredible as well, I came so hard and I felt so accomplished and satisfied! It was the perfect end to that week for me. I actually got to have two in a row, which never happens for me!And that’s it! It turns out I have a full kink for orgasm control and I love being denied, which is not something I ever expected to learn about myself. Special thanks to the person that went through this with me, they were a complete treat to play with and made the whole thing so enjoyable. While I’m mostly back to enjoying my orgasms right now, I’ve had a couple very short term denials and have begun experimenting with purposeful ruins as well! I don’t think it will be long before I put myself back in denial 🙂 Maybe I’ll try doing tasks and challenges next time! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n