“Get on your fucking knees right now.”There’s something very erotic when Mr S said that to me out of nowhere. There’s a lot of act of submissions that one can do – the Nadu position, for one, but for me, the moment he said that, he made me wanted to forget my surroundings and just obey his command no matter where I am, no matter who sees me being a submissive.And that’s exactly what had happened this evening. I was out jogging with my sister, and when we arrived there, the place was packed with several men playing football and families spending time together.I became nervous. I didn’t wear any panties, and was worried that the men could see that from my leggings. A part of me though, the exhibitionist part of me, was like, “Ahh, I shouldn’t wear any bra today…”Ha ha, I know. Maru and her kinks….I was jogging when my notifications came in. Mr S was awake! And he fudging instantly said his trigger word. I stopped on my tracks, my body was shaking in pleasure, and I moaned. Out loud. Terrified, I looked around and no one was near me. I let out a breathe of relief…until his next command came.To get on my fucking knees in public where a lot of cars passed by the building. I was horrified but oddly enough, I was also so turned on. I was still trying to resist him but we all know that I would still end up obeying his every command anyway.In the middle of the abandoned parking lot, I knelt down. With every move, I could feel myself surrender to him, and I could feel my mind slowly slipping into a subspace. It felt so natural to just submit to him that I forgot where I was. The cars passing by woke me up from my trance and I told him how I love submitting to him in public places. I love the risk and the thrill that comes with it.Mr S: Maru… Want them to see something more?Oh boy. I already knew what he was thinking about even before the words came out.Mr S: Close your eyes, and flash your tits to the cars.Damn. Mr S is really a sadist with a very filthy mouth. I like it 🤪 There’s something that we had discussed the night before – unless I say our safeword, he’s still allowed to do whatever he wants to me….So I closed my eyes. I lifted my top and bra, and flashed to any cars that were passing by me. Hell, someone could have come from behind me and see what a slut I was. A slut who was wearing a hijab and yet, still lifted her top off and flashed just because Mr S asked me to.I counted till 10. Not too fast, not too slow either. I could hear the men shouting while playing soccer. I could hear the parents and their kids. If any of them went round to the corner of the building, they could see me.Fuck. I got so horny and wet at that thought, even more so when Mr S said good puppy Oh god… I melted at that. Being called a good girl is good, but him calling me a good puppy…. damn, that’s different and good in its own way.As soon as I’m home, I told him, “Ask me to kneel.”Mr S probably got confused. I explained to him that I want to see to what extent does my body listens to him.”Oh, I don’t think you get to decide things like that. I decide what your body does.”So infuriating. Do you know how infuriating he could be? He got so infuriating, so full of himself that I told him I hated him last night. He laughed it off – aww, so cute he had said 🙄🙄 but after our session ended, I told him I didn’t mean it ha ha ha…I still feel guilty so… I apologize once again, Mr S. Know that every bit of me has never hated you 🙃But, anyway, Mr S obliged to my request.Kneel for mePssh, I thought to myself. Seee, my body can still listen to me. I won’t kneel just because he wanted me to.On your knees, right now….Right now….? Nu uh, say whatever you want. I won’t give in to your commands….definitely…. definitely not…That’s a demand, kneel.Kneel? Yeah. Yeah… Mr S wants me to kneel, so I should kneel. Kneel for him, Maru…. kneel….And boom. He won. He knows how to play with my body so fudging well. Within seconds, I’m like a putty in his hands.Ahhh, it’s official: Mr S controls both my mind and body, but the best thing is, he doesn’t use it in the wrong way. It’s something that I gave consent to. If I use my safeword, he immediately takes me out of my trance and always follows it with, “Maru, are you alright?”It’s those tiny bits of things that keep me thinking how it’s not so bad to surrender all of me to a guy like him 😊♥ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n