weekly report for my owner (day 106 into my new life being denied)

welcome back to another weekly report with me. I was really stupid this week but ig that means you all get to be amused by reading about my dumb mistakes. hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)hey, so this week’s report is gonna be filled with punishments, kinda like some of the older ones. I lost my chance at a reward and then all hell broke loose cuz well, at that point I really didn’t have anything to lose. apparently I’m a lot more obedient when I’m working towards earning something. i’ll start with other stuff that happened during the week then get into my punishments cuz they were a lotttttt.i’ve already shared this but this past sunday was my 100th day being denied by my master and he had me celebrate with 100 edges. I wrote up a report for that day already so I won’t say anything else on that, other than that I am feeling more proud for accomplishing that.amid all the bratting that you’ll be reading about shortly I wanted to be good and please my owner so i voice recorded myself edging one morning and posted it. (if you want to listen to that you can find it right here ) I do find it a little hard to share things like that so publicly so I almost backed out of doing it but I’m happy that I went through with it. I’m pretty sure it made master happy and it definitely turned me on. I loved knowing that people were using my denial to get off. it’s exactly how it should be, my pleasure comes from other people’s pleasure and I’m glad that my desperation was able to give some people the release that I crave yet can’t have.something else that happened that I’m still a bit confused about how I feel is that my master quite literally pimped me out. he tried before, but there weren’t any takers but this week he was able to convince one reddit user to pay to use me to record an audio for him. the guy wanted me to DP myself and record some audio saying things and using his name. I did it, and master got paid $5. not much ik, but honestly more than what I was expecting. I mean, now when he calls me a whore it’ll actually be true because I did technically earn him some money. on one hand, the fact that I actually let someone pay to use me, makes me feel degraded and cheap and embarrassed (all good things that turn me on btw) buuut on the other hand it did kind of take a lot out of me and I was really worried that I would fuck it up and there’s the obvious stigma that I was literally whored out that makes me feel kind of weird. idk if i’ll do it again, I almost backed out of it tbh but i’ll probably reconsider if another offer does come in.ok now here’s the start of all my bratting and when I lost my reward. I told master I liked watching him struggle and then I made a joke making fun of him. I thought it was funny but I kinda was out of line. he had me put my nipple clamps on my labia for 15 minutes on and off (total of 45 minutes with them on). it hurt putting them on and taking them off but otherwise it wasn’t much, I still hadn’t really learned my lesson. so he had me do some clothespin zippers (this is what a zipper is) just cuz it’s not well known) across my tits. I did it 3 times and it did hurt buuuut he still thought I hadn’t learned my lesson. next he had me do zippers on my labia (he didn’t let me include my clit 🙄) with my face down and ass up and because I was left alone and I’m a “glutton for pain” (his words, not mine) I did 8 of them. it hurt a lot but I couldn’t make myself stop because it felt really fucking good and it was starting to make my head feel fuzzy and I was chasing that feeling. it didn’t last long and apparently I hadn’t learned my lesson just yet cuz I have a lot more punishments to write about.all that stuff happened on monday when I was taking a day off from edging because on sunday I was celebrating my 100th day with 100 edges. so on tuesday I was gonna get back to edging buuuut I told him I didn’t feel like edging (honestly I was only bratting this day because I sent him a bunch of random shit that morning and he didn’t respond to any of them 🙄) but i have a rule that says i need to do at least 6 edges a day. we kept going back and forth until he said I had to do at least 9 that day. I didn’t get to 9 that day, only cuz I had another punishment that same day.that other punishment was because I was being ungrateful. master gave me a reward for doing 100 edges but I wasn’t happy with it and I kept telling him that so he punished me for not appreciating it. he had me get face down and ass up and get my clamps and put one on my right nipple and my right labia for 15 minutes and then switch to the left side. I had to do that for 50 minutes all while repeating “I will be grateful” the whole time. now the reason this punishment stopped me from doing my 9 edges punishment was because we had some unexpected results and I needed aftercare. not for the pain but because of the repetition, it made me panic really bad for some reason.anywayssss the next day I felt bad for not finishing my punishment so I asked master to do something about that and he just told me to do 9 that day instead. easy, sounds simple enough, you’d think I would’ve been obedient but nope I didn’t finish my edges that day andddd I also got another punishment that day for being rude to him. he first threatened me with a punishment that I really didn’t wanna do but I apologized quickly so he went easy on me and just had me twist clothespins off my tits 4 times (thank you for being kind and merciful, master 😅). but yeahhhh later on that day I got mad at him for no reason andddd I may or may not have said “fuck you” to him and then went to sleep without finishing my edges. I only had 2 more and he was actually being really patient with me complaining so idk why I didn’t just do them, I kind of wanted to actually be punished/broken but I didn’t really get that the next day.Instead my owner was very rightfully mad at me for cursing at him so I didn’t get a punishment I wanted. I had to hit my clit with a metal rod 5 times then cover it with a bandaid (makeshift chastity) and now I owed him at least 15 edges that day. I really should’ve fucking learned my lesson by now and that morning I was really gonna try to finish my edges and I was feeling more obedient but then at the end of the day i was feeling bratty again and I was slightly unimpressed with the punishments because it was just more edges and I was getting annoyed with his patience (ik that doesn’t really make sense but I kind of just wanted more of a reaction) so I didn’t finish my 15 edges that day.ok now for yesterday, the last day of this whole minimum number of edges punishment because I actually finished. that day I owed him at least 17 edges, also without my clit, or else he would put me on no touch for 4 days 🥴. that scared me a little and after a week of bratty I was finally kind of learning my lesson. I’m not gonna lie, for a brief moment I was gonna just skip out on my edges again but then I made myself go for it and just fuck my cunt for like 25-30 minutes and bang out (lol) a majority of the edges. I knew I could’ve just done that the previous days but I didn’t feel like it which is stupid because once I fucked myself and finished my edges I was happy that I was obedient for my owner.I really wish I could say that was all my punishments but nope, I’m a stupid cunt who doesn’t think before I speak. I finished my 17 edges and then a couple hours later I randomly remember that i’ve reallyyyyyyyy been wanting to call my owner a loser, like it’s been in the back of my mind for actual weeks and I remembered right then and there, when I was finally being obedient again. here comes the “I don’t think before I speak” part. I remembered then immediately texted him that he was a loser. I didn’t even want it be bratty, I was happy that I was being obedient again, I almost immediately felt bad for disrespecting him again but it was too late. so that brings us to today where he’s put me on no touch 😔no touch really fucking sucks. yeah ik i’ve not been wanting to do my edges like all week but now that I’m being told I can’t touch I want it like 10 times more than usual. i’m not allowed to do anything, I can’t touch all the obvious parts but I can’t touch my tits either and I can’t even put my panties in my mouth 😔 and i’ve been so insanely turned on nearly all day so they’re fucking soaked through and all I want is to gag and taste myself with them. he hasn’t told me how long i’ll be on no touch but he has to really feel like i’ve finally learned my lesson. I’m slightly conceded that if this goes on for a couple days that i’ll get frustrated and then i’ll break and brat even more, because honestly edging really does regulate my brattiness. it keeps me dumb and desperate and obedient so I’m kind of hoping it’s just today.I really gave my owner a lot of grief this week, my whole report is about me bratting and being punished. i thought i moved on from being a brat but ig without a reward to look forward to I kind of lost motivation. I do feel bad for it because he has put so much effort into training me to be a good obedient slut and I do appreciate it all. thank you master for being patient with me and for disciplining me and reminding me of my place. I think i’ve actually learned my lesson and i’ll really try to be obedient and ig if I’m not then I’m sure he’ll break me and make sure I stay obedient this time. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n