I am usually just a silent reader but I thought I share my current denial streak. Thanks to COVID my Dom and I haven’t been able to meet up in 193 days, since I am a good girl I haven’t cum since I last got permission and that was when he was with me and got to enjoy my orgasm – the way it should be. Since then I have edged myself, I have lost count how many times over the past months.Last week my Dom offered me the chance to cum, rather than accepting it and just doing it I wagered with him, I had an exam result coming out on the Friday. If I pass I would gladly accept my orgasm, if I fail I would loose my orgasm and also accept my punishment which was no touch until he decides that I can edge again and apply toothpaste to my clit. His additional stipulation was 5 edges a day until my result day so 25 edges for the week. I was sure I passed, spoiler alert I didn’t pass. I am bummed about not passing but I am glad I didn’t get to enjoy an orgasm for myself. I think over the past 193 days I have forgotten how nice it is and don’t want to be reminded unless it is shared with my Dom. Although I am a brat through and through, I have finally after years accepted that my orgasms are my Dom’s and that I don’t want them unless he is there with me to enjoy them. What I hate though is the no touch part of the punishment. I would much rather do 5 edges a day every day until we can see each other rather than be on no touch for any length of time, I have grown very attached to playing with my pussy nearly every day making sure I am a wet mess for him but I am also very curious how long it will be until I am so desperate for an orgasm that I would do anything for it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n