
hello, hello. i’ve grown quite fond of this whole process of writing and sharing my report here and can only say that I hope you all enjoy reading them too ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)this week was a bit different. I was still edging and being denied along with some bratting but the bratting got to levels I don’t think either of us expected and I still feel bad thinking about it now. i’ll start out with the other things that happened this week and then move into the bratting.early this week master and I dommed a couple together. we denied her husband and had him watch while we had her edge and cum multiple times. I kinda went into it expecting to do some more switching but I was just domming alongside him the whole time. I was actually very aware of that fact the whole time. i’ve dommed people before, both with him present as an onlooker and without him there but never actually working with him and that felt odd to me because I’m used to submitting to him and taking orders so this was different. although I could twist the whole experience and call it an act of submission because he told me to dom them with him and i did.also just a quick little punishment because he called me a dumb whore, which is true, i am a dumb whore, but this time he glossed over something i said but called me a dumb whore for it so I jokingly told him to apologize and his “apology” was this punishment. I had to sleep holding my dildo. silly, I know, it definitely made me laugh when I woke up hugging a dildo.my owner also allowed someone to use me this week. she teased me and played with me for a long ass time. she mostly had me teasing myself by only allowing me to finger myself for a couple seconds at a time. it was really fucking frustrating, I would get close to the edge but then my time would be up and I had to stop touching. it got me wet and desperate, I just wanted to keep going and edge. if I learned anything from being on no touch before, it’s that I don’t like being denied to edge. well, I like it but at this point denying me the right to edge is equivalent to denying someone else the right to orgasm since edging is the only kind of pleasure I get.ok now to get into the 2 day bratting extravaganza, idk if I should use that word to describe it but it was definitely something.it started on monday after I asked him some stupid random question. he always refuses to answer them because he knows it annoys me and he can go and ask me the same question and force me to answer. I literally just asked if he has any pets so he asked me that and asked me for my birthday cuz i’ve been trying to get that out of him literally since new year’s eve. I refused to tell him my birthday so he said he’ll torture it out of me. he had be stare at my cunt and try to lick it, even tho that’s impossible. that wasn’t torture, it was kinda funny imagining how dumb I looked. then he told me to put clothespins on my inner thighs and alternate every 15 minutes. I made it worse on myself and made them into zippers and holy fucking shit did those hurt. I only did it twice on each thigh but there was some slight bruising the next day. he then told me to just start moving clothespins around on my body and this is where I really learned the difference between normal pain and sexual pain. I can handle these clothespins on my nipples and labia and clit but on other normal places they hurt like hell. anyways that didn’t break me either, but we didn’t do that for long because I was still refusing to tell him my birthday so he “pulled out the big guns” (his words not mine) and start ignoring me until i told him. that went on for 2 days but let me tell you a little about them.on the first day of this it hadn’t really hit me that I was misbehaving soooo I kept on being disobedient. I said he was acting like a baby throwing a tantrum to get it’s way. I called him pathetic and told him he lost all control. I even started “domming” him, and told him to get on his knees so he can remember his place 😅. I thought that was hilarious in the moment but yeah that’s pretty disrespectful and i’m surprised he didn’t even mention it when he started talking to me again. anyways i really thought i’d break and give him my birthday that day cuz i hate being ignored but most of that day was a huge joke to me. I didn’t feel bad about being a stubborn bitch to him because my logic was, he always refuses to answer my questions so i’ll return that energy and do the same. the only time I felt really bad that day was after I cursed at him, cuz that somehow felt more disrespectful than the other things cuz those were all obviously jokes.at the beginning of day 2 I still wasn’t taking it seriously. I was annoyed and figured I’d annoy him as well. I wasn’t allowed on my bed, or allowed to edge, or use my toys and I told him I broke all those rules when I didn’t. I also told him I could cum if I wanted to, i’ve pulled that card on him before so I don’t think it had any effect on him, he knows I wouldn’t cum and undo all his work. on that day I decided I’d lie to him and tell him a fake birthday, I was thinking about doing that since the beginning but I was too scared to do it until then. I lied and he believed me cuz he started typing something out but I stopped him and told him it was a lie before he could send anything (you see, I really am good. I could’ve let him send a text). I thought that was the funniest fucking thing in the world, I laughed about it for like 5 minutes. I successfully tricked him and that counts as a win in my books and I never win so I was definitely celebrating this a bit (he might get mad at me for writing this, idk) anywayssss I didn’t celebrate for long because I started feeling really bad about lying to him and almost letting him stop ignoring me and that’s when it finally hit me that I’d be punished for all this. I hadn’t thought about the consequences until that moment and I immediately jumped to the worst possible punishments he could give me and panicked a bit too much so he stopped ignoring me and told me he wouldn’t be using that punishment and he helped calm me down and then went back to ignoring me 🙃 cuz I still haven’t told him my birthday. I was gonna tell him it but my stubbornness lasted a bit longer and I held out until midnight and sent it to him while he was asleep.now we can talk about the punishment for all my bratting, it wasn’t nearly as bad as I thought, it actually kinda doubled as a reward. (he called it a reward, I’m still confused as to why he rewarded me for all my bratting). my reward was that I’ll be allowed to have some toys back, but only my pain toys. so my flogger, clamps, icy hot, clothespins etc. The punishment was something he called “hell week” and that just means I’ll have to constantly cycle between my pain toys to keep myself lightly tortured for a week.I got the punishment on monday and I haven’t exactly gotten sick of the pain yet but I also forget sometimes that I’m supposed to be in pain so it’s not really allllll day.i’ll just talk about some of pain things I did this week. starting with something completely new, wax play. I don’t have the proper candle to use for this but I wanted to try it anyways. I just tried it on my hand at first and then I tried it on my boobs. it burns at the very beginning and then it mellows out to just some heat. I like it but my owner made it a rule that I can’t use it anymore cuz it’s not safe to use normal candle wax. I also snapped a rubber band against my tits. its kind of a weird setup. I wrap the rubber band around a chair back and stand behind the chair and snap the rubber band against my boob. that really fucking hurts, I could barely do 10 in a row and each snap left a red line across my boob that lasted a couple hours. master also had me spank myself 220 times with a ruler and ik that sounds bad but it really wasn’t. i’ve had to do 200 spanks before as a punishment and I used a phone charger wire for it and that fucking ruined me so 220 spanks with just a ruler was nothing compared to that.master also told me to find something I wouldn’t wanna fuck my cunt with and well, fuck my self with it. I have this long rectangular fidget toy that I thought would be uncomfortable and I was right. it was really hard to get inside myself, not even because it was too big but just because of the weird shape. it hurt getting it and I could feel the edges inside me…….but if I’m being honest I kinda liked fucking myself with it, I even got to the edge with it. i would like to say it’s because I haven’t been allowed to use my toys to fuck my self for like the past 2 weeks but it’s more likely because I’m a desperate whore who’s happy with anything filling my holes.I was also allowed to start using my rope to tie myself up to possibly cause some pain. I did this chest harness but it didn’t hurt. I liked how it felt, it was like a comforting pressure around my chest and it’s a nice reminder of my submission to him. I also tried this crotch rope today. it was initially pretty uncomfortable but I got used to it and I added a knot that put extra pressure against my clit. when I sat down it really pressed on my clit and it starting throbbing and I couldn’t help but start grinding against the rope. it was rough and painful yet also pleasurable. I didn’t think I’d be able to edge just like that but I did it, not once but twice. the second time was right before I took it off and my clit was already sore from the knot rubbing against it for 2 hours so doing that edge hurt a lot more than the first one and then when I took off the rope i licked it and tasting myself on it because…..why not. then I made the really smart decision of putting icy hot on my sore clit 🙃 that was not fun, my clit burned so much that my eyes teared up a little.oh and a quick honorable mention of me getting deep into sub space last night. while i am submitting to him around the clock i’m not always in a subby mood. but last night he told me to play with ice and i put it in my cunt and let it melt and then tipped the water into my mouth and then later i fingered myself and wiped it on the floor and lcked it clean. i’ve gone into detail about those tasks before but they leave me feeling stupid and pathetic and I guess I was just in the mood so i was hit hard with sub space. I really won’t ever get tired of that dumb, happy, mindlessly obedient feeling. in theory it would be great if I always felt like that but ik it’s not exactly sustainable so i’ll just really enjoy it when it comes.that should be all, I didn’t wanna actually think and write about all the bratting I did cuz I do feel bad about it. master says I never learn and he’s usually always right but I would like to prove him wrong here, he would benefit if I actually did prove him wrong and actually learned my lesson. although I don’t think it’s fair for him to say I neverrrr learn my lesson because I certainly have improved and that’s all thanks to him. I think he’s not taking enough credit for all the work he’s put into training me so i’ll just say here that I really do appreciate it. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n