my weekly report for my master (day 154 into my new life of being denied ☺️)

it’s that time of the week again! it’s time for me to share my report with everyone! I hope you enjoy ☺️here are all my previous reports . (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)i’m gonna ask that you act like this is a great introductory paragraph because my owner didn’t like what I had before and is making me change it but I’m kinda tired and I suck at beginnings. I guess I could give a sneak peak into the report. I actually got a couple rewards this week! (and punishments but focus on the positive) and I had a few really fucking good edges that I’m excited to share.I got my sensory deprivation punishment last week for disrespecting my master. the last day was on wednesday and I was really fucking happy that it was over. it was an annoying punishment. for the first edge I got to do without it I had my plug in and fucked my cunt with a dildo, and I made a voice recording for my master ☺️ (those were hard to do during the punishment so I was happy to make another one for him) andddd I got to lick the dildo clean!!! I couldn’t taste myself during the punishment so I was really excited when I got to do that as wellmaster owed me some rewards for some things and he gave them to me this week! I got a voice recording from him ☺️ !!!!! he was literally just talking but we’re basically text only so I was really excited when I got that voice recording. so excited, that I kind of missed out on my next reward. he gave me 30 minutes of free edging. I was, and still am, limited to 3 a day but the edges I did during those 30 minutes wouldn’t count towards my 3. I spent the first 10 calming myself down after listening to the recording 😅 then I did 6 edges in the rest of the time.I did a new no touch edge this week and I’m kinda happy about it ☺️ I read about this girl being able to edge just by having a fan on and pointing at her cunt. after my success with the othe no touch edge I thought I’d try it as well. I was literally humping the air. I almost gave up and thought I wouldn’t be able to do it. I only kept trying because it did still feel good and it made me feel extremely dumb and pathetic. I did have to play with my tits to help me edge but I think that still counts as no touch.these no touch edges are so much fun and when I cool down I get to laugh at how stupid I was being. like thinking about it now it’s hilarious. my face gets really hot, my back was arching, I let out these stupid whines and moans and beg out loud to literally no one to let me touch, I was desperately humping the air looking for anything to touch my cunt. yeahhhh I just really like them and I love how frustrated I feel afterwards. anddd I was given a reward for doing this edge ☺️. my owner gave me the rest of my toys back, I earned most of them back already but he gave back my buttplug and bullet vibratordespite the rewards he gave me I was sort of a bitch for like the first half of the week. in my defense, I wanted attention and I tried getting that by being a brat. instead I got a lot of punishments (which kinda is attention? idk, whatever)this first “crime” wasn’t for attention, I was just being sarcastic. it’s hard to stop sometimes. I told him “good job, you can kinda read” after he glossed over something and I had to repeat myself. I had to spend the rest of the night on my knees 🙃 that got annoying quick, but he did let me put a pillow underneath my knees and it was only a couple hours.the common theme of these infractions are me having an attitude or being disrespectful. I told him I didn’t feel like doing anything for him so he had me balance 2 ice cubes on my head until they melted, if I dropped them I had to restart. now let me fucking tell you, these fucking ice cubes wouldn’t melt on my head and I fucking dropped one after holding still for almost 20 minutes. he let me only do 1 ice cube after I dropped it but I did have to use a new one 🙃. it literally took almost an hour for a single ice cube to melt. idk what fucking magical ice I have but it made me hate that punishment. it was supposed to teach me patience but it just drove me insane and the attitude remained so he just had me gag on my dildo for a while.more attitude, and more punishments 😅. he keeps seeing that I deleted messages and he said it was “exhausting” and I told him that seems like a personal problem. he didn’t like that reply. I had to go to sleep with my legs tied to the end of my bed. before I slept, I tied them but I literally couldn’t go to sleep, I tried for like an hour and it was past 1 am so I untied it and told him.ok this is the last one. I told him that he can’t manage the subs he has…..I need to stop insulting his capabilities as a dom, I immediately regret it and feel bad. as a punishment I had to put clothespins on my tits and my head between my knees for 15 minutes and repeat “I don’t deserve your attention, sir.” …..I didn’t like that punishment at all, I needed aftercare for it. he explained to me that it’s not that I don’t deserve attention, I can have it when I want it but I can’t misbehave and expect to get it.moving on from all the punishments, I did another edge that I kind of hated but also really liked. I put my bullet vibrator in my pussy and held the wand against my clit. it was intense but it was also over so quick, I barely got to enjoy the pleasure 😔 and my cunt was like numb afterwards then I slowly got feeling back and it was immediately aching and desperate for more. I wanted to do it again but this time leave them in and force myself to cum over and over. it’s kinda weird how when I first got my vibrators I really didn’t like them at all but now I sometimes feel like I need to use them. I don’t want to become reliant on the vibrators, that wouldn’t be fun. I’m happier with my holes being filled anyway ☺️omg, ok I’m excited to write about this edge. it was literally the best fucking edge ever, I loved it so much.let me start by saying that words/dirty talk turn me the fuck on, like way more than visuals do, and I’m extremely lucky because wow, my owner is good with words. he said some stuff and my brain immediately shut off, I was thinking purely with my cunt, which was soaked after reading what he wrote. the one thing I know how to do when i’m that far gone is edge.I never felt more desperate than I did in that moment. after trying, and failing, to resist the urge to edge I dropped to my knees and shoved 3 fingers in my cunt and 3 in my ass. i’ve done DP with my dildos but this felt more personal and intrusive and embarrassing and almost violating. I literally don’t remember much, I was completely out of it so the memory is a bit blurry. my face got hot and my fingers being squeezed and pulled deeper and then I got to the edge.I fingered myself with the intention that I would be wiping them on the floor and licking it clean so immediately after I got to the edge that’s what I did. I was so fucking desperate to taste myself that I started licking before I was even done wiping them. I licked that floor clean trying to taste every last bit of the mess I made. unfortunately, it was over too fast. I kept trying to wipe anything else on the floor so I could keep tasting myself but I had to force myself to accept that I wasn’t gonna get anymore.when all was done, I paused to took it all in. my holes felt way more used than I expected, there was drool on my face, I was breathing heavily and still felt too hot. I felt like a pathetic and worthless object discarded on the floor. all that translates to is that it was absolutely fucking perfect ☺️ I loved it.in an attempt to calm myself down after writing all that let me tell you about another stupid “prank” I tried to pull on my owner. spoiler alert, it failed. I made up this fact: “did you know that only 0.5% of humans can hum while sticking out their tongue and holding their arms above their heads.” I even made up a fake scientific explanation for it to convince him to try it. I literally just wanted to imagine him doing that and looking sort of stupid for a second but he didn’t fucking do it 🙄. ughhh, I feel like other people would’ve tried to do it but he didn’t even bother. he has too much control and is too smart for my stupid immature pranks.my owner shared this pretty good porn video with me this week. I think this is one of the first full length porn videos i’ve watched. idk why I liked it so much cuz I don’t think I’m into cuckolding but it was hot here. I definitely liked watching the subs get hit and imagining it was me. I want that, I can’t hit myself as hard as I want. and femdoms are just hot afuhmm one last thing that i’ll put in just as a memory for myself and so i’ll be able to easily find it later. this comment thread I just really like it when he like “shows me off” or does anything with me in “public” 😅that should be all, except for the thanking part of my report. it’s funny, he never actually told me to add this but i’ve been doing it on my own since the very first report i’ve written. I mean, how could I not thank him for all that he’s done for me. he took me from being a dumb inexperienced slut and trained and disciplined me into the depraved whore that I am today. thank you for that master ☺️ female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n