Month: April 2021

Edging Journal Day 21

Day 21:Today is day 21 of the edging and teasing journal, which means we are under double digit days left. I have to say, I am really looking forward to cumming because these last few days have been particularly sexually frustrating. It’s really difficult to go from days where I was getting my pussy licked and getting fucked to days where I hardly get touched at all, but am kept turned on with dirty talk instead.I’ve been reminiscing on yesterday, when I sucked my boyfriend’s dick three times. It helps make up for not getting anything at all today. I am aching for it to be day 30 so I can cum. I know it’s going to feel so good, and it’s going to be a very powerful orgasm. I imagine these next eight days are going to be full of me saying how badly I want to cum. I know I’m going to have to beg for it, and beg so much. It will be worth it though.Today we did do a little bit, we took some pictures for 420 tomorrow, since we wanted to do some specials for that. I really like taking pictures for everyone. Later on, while watching TV, I sat between my boyfriend’s legs, and he caressed my boobs and circled around my nipples. He was kissing my neck and talking dirty to me. So I guess I got at least a little bit today.Speaking of 420, we made some special content for everyone, so come support us with that, and happy 420 to all of you. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Outdoor adventure

Finally, I had to delay my adventure in forest due to the bad weather. So, it was really frustrating to wait for the weather as my last orgasm was on Easter Monday which is 15 days from today. So, as soon as the weather was better today after lunch time, I decided without hesitation to go out. It was maybe better because it was on work day and there was even smaller possibility to meet someone in the forest.Because I already “enjoyed” the perfect humiliation in public transport during the test trip (see my last post), today I put on a short summer dress but also panties, I’ve actually been wearing them since the yesterday evening. I put on my high heels and took the subway. When I was standing by my chosen forest, the excitement increased not only my heart rate, but also wetness of my pussy. After a short walk I was at the place I had chosen as my return point. I attached a key on one branch of tree and also a large dildo to that tree with the tape.I continued through the forest until I came to a place I had chosen as my starting point. In the very dense forest, I started my preparations. As I undressed, it excited me a lot. It is not usual for me to stand completely naked in the middle of the forest. To intensify my humiliation, I put my panties in my mouth and taped it. I hid a handcuff key and clothes in locked box into the bush. The key from this box was at the return point on the branch. I put off also my shoes.I found a straight branch and used it as spreader bar tied to my ankles so my legs were pretty spread. I put on nipple clamps with weights. I put clamps also on my pussy lips, two clamps on each, connected with chain and I attached even bigger weights on it which swayed somewhere at the level of my knees. Then, I tied a string to a tree and led it through the clothes pins attached all over my body – the last one above my clit. Finally, I locked my hands behind my back with handcuffs.Immediately, the wave of excitement arose. I felt humiliated by standing in the middle of the woods, naked and with my own used panties in my mouth. To free myself, I first had to walk to the other side of the forest for the key, there, and only there, I could achieve an orgasm with dildo attached to a tree. And then I had to go back again for a key to handcuffs and clothes. But to get started at all, I had to move, and that meant gradually pulling 30 clothes pins off my body. I decided not to wait for anything and began to move back slowly. Gradually, I tore off the clothes pins from the right pussy lip, from the right side, left side and then across the stomach back to left pussy lip. The whole thing was very painful. It was hard, especially psychologically, when I had to torn it off by myself. It was a big internal struggle.As soon as I recovered from the pain, I started to walk for the key and my desired orgasm. During the first steps, I was surprised how weights began to sway. It was very painful for my pussy and nipples. Also my bare feet hurt a lot. I tried to move as carefully as possible. I had to balance the desire for being there ASAP and the desire for moving slowly which hurt less. From time to time, I had to stop and rest a little. My pussy lips were really sore. As I gradually approached the place with the key, my nipples and feet started to hurt also very well. Moreover, I was walking in even denser and denser forest, which meant that my pace was getting more and more unstable, I had to avoid the trees with the branch tied to my ankles and also the branches that crossed my path.My mood was a lot bette when I finally saw the key. But before I took it off, I decided to finally achieve an orgasm. I didn’t hesitate for a moment, because after 15 days of abstinence, it was first and for some time also the last opportunity. Although I was perfectly excited, I couldn’t put the prepared dildo into my pussy. I wished I had no gag from my panties, but at least the ball gag. It would not only feel less dirty but I could use saliva for the dildo and avoid the pain. But this way I had to try to push my ass against the tree again and I hoped that I was at least wet enough inside. During this penetration, I often accidently pushed on the clamps, and it was perhaps the most painful and humiliating insertion of a dildo into my horny cunt I have ever experienced. After big problems, I finally managed to get the dildo inside and I was able to fuck myself nicely from behind while standing. While fucking, all the weights swayed very painfully. In addition, I felt quite cheaply when I was fucking a dildo naked with used panties in my mouth in the middle of the forest. On the other hand, I was horny as fuck, so the orgasm came very quickly and was really intense.Unfortunately, my nipples and pussy lips made it very clear that I should not continue for the second orgasm and I should return without delay and end my torture. So, I picked up the key and I headed back. From the first steps, I felt it would be much harder than before. My leg muscles started to ache because I had to have them a little bent during my sex with tree, and the branch between my legs was quite heavy and I was starting to feel it. On my first rest, I could still feel my open and wet pussy. I didn’t know what bothered me more, whether the constant pain in my bare feet or the pull of the clamps. About halfway back, I stopped after perhaps every step as I was terribly pulled by the weights on the clamps. In addition, I was getting a little cold.People say that the last step is the most difficult. I can only confirm that. I stopped maybe 10 times in last 15 meters. In addition, I started to worry about taking the clamps off. Before that, I had to open the box and remove the key and release my hands. I freed my legs too and then I started to remove the clamps. I started with the one on the left pussy lip. With my eyes closed, I removed the first clamps, but the pain made wet not only my pussy but also my eyes. I couldn’t imagine it waiting for me five more times. For the second clamp, I was already on my knees and when my pussy was free, I was just lying and crying. I was completely upset that my nipples were still waiting for me. In the end, I took the last piece of my courage and took them off. It was good to keep the panties in my mouth because I screamed and also bit them several times.I don’t know how long I lay there on the ground, but it took me a few minutes to find some strength, put on my clothes, shoes and put everything back in the bag. The journey from the forest was no longer fast, although I was proud of myself that I managed it and I was thinking about all the exciting moments I experienced. All the way home, I felt that everyone had to see what I had just done. In addition, the places where the clamps were hurt a lot. I didn’t wear panties, which only added to my feeling like a whore.At this moment, my lips and nipples still hurt, and moreover, I am writing this post with these used panties over my head. I hope you will like what I managed to write like this and you will enjoy the description of my today’s adventure. The other adventures will come soon.Lucka female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n