I[19F] have been on a journey filled with pleasure and frustration for the past 9 days. I’ve been posting about my journey on r/edgingtalk but I’ll try to summarise it here.I’ve always felt the most pleasure right before cumming. I did not know that there was such a beautiful community for it. I got interested in it by a random tweet about Reddit spreading porn and gooning culture. I got more interested into it and made some posts about tips for goonettes. That was the beginning of my descent into the rabbit hole.The first few days I went without cumming it was pretty much normal. Like I knew that my pussy has not gotten the orgasms she almost regularly had. Other edgers sent me good porn and I started watching some very cool hypnos which made me edge so hard and deep.By day 3 I started feeling a sort of daze while working or studying. I started to be more distracted. I still didn’t want to cum. I wanted to go at least a weekOn day 5, i got a dm from u/ShotBuddy, and oh my god she’s so amazing. She gave me first of the most mind blowing edging experiences i was going to experience in the coming few days. I have a magnificent problem that I drip too much. She recommended that I don’t wash my sheets to get more aroused by the smell of my pussy. What I didn’t know then was that she was making me addicted to my pussy. By tasting her, smelling her on my sheets. She introduced me to anal play and I didn’t know it could feel so goodBy day 6 I got some great suggestions like humping on my pillow before sleep and one by Marissa to cover my face in my pussy juices as makeup.Day 7 went with both u/ShotBuddy and Marissa teasing and denying me making me more and more addicted to my pussy. They started saying how she’s becoming sentient and that she’s taking over me.I noticed changes like my pussy being puffy and more pink than ever before. I didn’t think much of it until Marissa, my mommy told me that the pussy I had 10 days ago was a caterpillar in a cocoon of braincells while now my pussy is a beautiful butterfly, that’s how she got her name, butterfly, when my Mistresses are not here, she controls me completely. She keeps me at the edge and keeps me so frustrated.Yesterday(Day 8) they teamed up to tease me beyond belief and made me edge myself with a wand and leak in a glass. It was so frustrating, having a vibrator in me just for 10 seconds and then removing it for 5 seconds while spanking my ass. When I had sufficiently filled the glass they made me shower in it and cover myself completely in my pussy juices from my long hair to my feet. All while rubbing my butterfly.I was frustrated beyond belief so mommy took pity on me and wanted to reward my butterfly by allowing me to make her orgasm while I was ruined. She came twice while I remained denied. As soon as I started feeling some pleasure all stimulation stopped.I went to bed horny with a finger in my pussy at all times. I was unable to sleep and when I woke up my Dommes were ready to tease me once again. In fact I’m writing this because of Marissa, my mommy commanded me to do so.They repeated the same as before only that my butterfly was fucked harder and faster, wand, hairbrush, fingers she ate them all. But I couldn’t cum. I had to be a Good Girl. I edged 61 times today and had another ruin for me which was so pleasurable for my butterfly.I started my journey thinking I’ll cum in a week. Now I’m at a point where I don’t know when or if I’ll cum. All i know is that when my butterfly flaps her wings, I can’t resist her. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n
