I haven’t cum in 12 days.. and my last orgasm (or should I say three!) happened after 88 days of denialRight this second there’s a satisfier torturing my clit and my panties can’t possibly get any more soaked than they already are. It’s on a really low setting teasing me as I write this but every once in a while I’ll turn it up high.. climb towards that edge and hurriedly bring it back down before I cum … Quite a risky game for someone who needs permission for every single orgasm.Of course I need permission… Orgasms don’t belong to me. They’re a gift from sir that I get to experience when he want me to. Because it’s so much better, feels infinitely more correct when I cum for him and not for me.Have I mentioned I’m also wearing my gag? What a perfect toy, it’s a cock gag so I get to suck on it as I’m drooling away..I’m so desperate to touch my clit, it’s been at least a week. I need permission to touch sir’s property and for the five days out of the last seven I didn’t even have permission to edge. Yesterday I did! And it was amazing but I still wasn’t allowed to touch my clit, only with a vibrator. Today I was told explicitly not to touch my clit. And while the satisfier feels so good he knows I love edging with just my fingers and I’m sure he’s trying to drive me insane… In the best way.Have I mentioned I can feel my nipples against the lace of my bra? Every day I pay for his orgasms by clamping my nipples (half an hour means one orgasm paid for) 😍😍 and I absolutely love it. My nipples have become incredibly sensitive and the exchange of my pain for his pleasure arouses me to no end.I didn’t crash after my last orgasm, which was such a relief! But the next few days I just wasn’t as aroused as my body has gotten used to being.. it’s definitely back now.. that arousal.. craving his orgasms .. desperately wanting one myself but knowing every time I edge that it’s all I’ll get, being a horny slut for him .. so fucking worth it. And so much better than any single orgasm I’ve had so I know I’m better this way.Right now I’m so close to the edge, I’m so close and I want to cum but good girls don’t cum .. I don’t cum female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n