I have masturbated since I was.. really young. It`s not that I can`t cum when I rub my clit. The things I am talking about is some more subtle hints I`ve discovered over the last few years or so.First of all, I have never regularly used anything other than my clit to masturbate. Not that I haven`t tried dildos and other toys, but fucking myself never got me anywhere. It`s just a toy going in and out of a hole. Like stroking a dildo against my arm. It gives me nothing when I`m alone.The hole(s) (it`s allmost always my ass He uses, because that`s the best one) gets fucking close to cumming fast when Sir is using it for His pleasure!I think it`s because of some sort of brain chemistry. I think that I need to be able to use all available resources, all available nerve-endings focused on the same point of origin signaling to the entire brain, to be able to cum. Using the brain to move muscles at the same time is asking to much. “Your brain is busy, you should wait for Sir!” or something.Which brings me to my second proof for my hypothesis above:I can`t use my words when Sir brings me close to the edge.. I actually loose the ability to form words a good while before I get to the edge. He can be asking me questions like “who here is not allowed to cum?”, and I can`t get the answer out until He slows the pace down to a more normal speed (ehm, we like it rough, ok?).And that fact makes it hard to be me.. Because Sir has also told me that this round of denial will last until the day I beg Him for an orgasm. (I have an issue with begging.. I`m just too proud). So I know that I have to get to an extra special place of horny and desperate to be allowed an orgasm. Like probably somewhere around where I am close to the edge. When I`m i heavenly subspace and unable to form words. Yeah.. that..Now to the final point of my arguments to prove my hypothesis. I sometimes squirt. It doesn`t happen very often, but it happens sometimes. But for me, it comes before an orgasm. Not during orgasm. I have been with a few men that have seen me squirt, and just stop fucking me, or using their fingers or whatever. My body has been telling men that I don`t have to cum, haven`t it?I guess I`ll just have to listen to what this body is telling me, huh? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n