desperate for more denial

finished my 5 days of denial a day ago and looking for more already..been edging all day and want to cum again but know i shouldn’t. looking for some ideas/challenges to do with it or people to deny with! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

(F23) hopes and dreams.

My ideal life: Be belted and teased mentally constantly. I cannot finish from nipple play but it drives my insane. I want to have a belt locked on me and have my man come home every night and lay down and watch movies and having him be playing with my nipples knowing that I can feel my sweet spot pulsing and eager for more only for that desire to be denied. I want to have my belt taken off to shower and clean but have him clean me and then be edged to insanity and then locked back up. I want him to ignore me crying and begging not to put the belt back on after edging me; he ignores it and we settle down and he plays with my nipples until he falls asleep.I want this for life and I need someone who is relentless enough to ignore my begging and pleading and make it even more torturous when I start to beg. Why is that so hard to find? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Most devastating vibrator teasing pattern? Your input wanted.

Conditions: 3 seconds interval, assume already hornyExample: 3T 1B 3T 1B 3T 15B 3T 3B 3T 3B 3T 20 B3T = 3 second tease, 1B = 1 second breakCome up with your ultimate teasing pattern for vibrator play! Goal: Staying super horny without going over the edge, the vibrator can’t be taken away. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

new toys…

i saw that lovehoney were running a 25% discount and decided to treat myself to a couple of things that i’ve wanted for ages. i started throbbing at soon as i hit ā€˜place order’ 😳 i’ll let you know when they arrive… but until then, i wonder if you can guess what i chose? 😌 female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Day 6 and 7 – anal play and punishment

Hey! :))I bet you all curious after my last post so lets talk about day 6 and 7!Day 6 and no touch. I hate (in a good way) it. After edging my pussy 50 times getting nothing is the worst nightmare and Mistress didn’t want to make things easier. In fact, she loves to make things harder. On sunday i was just saying how much i’d like to touch myself when she asked HOW MUCH and suddenly i was begging to do it. She said she didn’t care about what I want, the only thing that matter is what she wants, and she wanted to play with my mouth and ass instead. I was wearing my butt plug and she gave me the order to fuck myself with it while watching a video of orgasm denial. After that, she order me to keep my dildo in mouth, not swallow around it and finger my ass, trying to stretch it. Don’t know for how long i did It. It was pretty messy, drool all over my chest, pussy dripping, body aching, until she told me to take the dildo out of my mouth and put right against my pussy hole, but without fucking it. Soon I was begging again and she told me to press the dildo to feel it opening me, but that’s all, and i started to beg more. She ignored me and told me to slide the tip inside and I was begging more. It was so frustrating i actually started to cry from the need of fucking myself and she told me to lick my juices from the tip. She made me do it a few times and i started to get bratty. I didn’t meant to, but it was fucking frustrating and i beg her to stop doing that. Aaaaaaannnd she got mad at me. She said she was keep doing it until I understand that my body doesn’t belong to me anymore, it is hers to use and play with whatever way she wants to. She made me fuck myself with it very slowly and everytime it was out I had to say outloud why and how she owns me and what good submissives needs to be. I don’t have to say that i learned my lesson, right?After that i was finally allowed to rest for a bit. By night time, she wanted to get my ass ready. I was super excited about it and was happy to start it. And she was super patient and careful, teaching me how to breathe and relax, how to stretch my muscles first with the plug, then with my fingers. Lots of lube included, she kept checking on me all the time. Honestly i was starting to get more horny than anything else, but the way she took care of me made everything better. We tried my hairbrush first (she check if it was safe first) and the first time it was inside of me was… Overwhelming. I had to safeword. Again, she was lovely, asking what was wrong, if it was hurting too much and all, but I was just needing a moment. I wanted to try again. She asked me if it was really ok but i really really wanted to try again, so she let me. Second time was easier and we just left it in there until I was ok to go. Then more training, fucking it very slowly, trying to get one finger inside with it, then two, and finally i was ready to try the dildo. At this time my pussy was driping so much, my clit twitching, heart beating fast, it felt way better than the hairbrush. I just kept it in there, lying on fours in bed, ass in the air, and i never felt more submissive. It was filling me in a way I never felt before, it was stinging but also feeling really really good, and maybe that moment I realized I was truly being submissive to someone, my pussy leaking on my bed and being ignored and still i felt so happy about it! Mistress even allowed me to rub my clit just once and it felt so fucking good. My whole body was warm and nice and I fucked myself slowly, getting used to the feeling, until Mistress allowed me to stop and rest. Again, I went to sleep tired and somehow feeling satisfied and happy.Annnnnndddd first week of being denied DONE! I never tought I’d be such a good girl for my mistress, and i also didn’t tought that day 7 would be another day of no touch and… My first punishment 🤪Day 7I don’t need alarms anymore, you know why?My horniness woke me up. It was super strange because the moment I opened my eyes I felt my clit twitching and it was so sensitive I immediatly rolled trough my sheets, pressing my nipples against it and moaning like I was truly being touched. I felt the need of humping anything and at the same time realized I could easily cum from almost nothing. I don’t know how I fought against the urge, rolling back and opening my legs wide until it felt better.So yes, horniness is killing me. I felt like this on saturday, but i was edging my pussy a lot that day, and today I felt it aching all fucking day without getting nothing. Of course I told Mistress about it and of course she tought it was fun and used it against me: More no touch. I’m going crazy here! My task for after work was edge 1 time fucking myself with only one finger and 1 time with my makeup brush teasing my clit. I honestly tought I’d edge in a minute because it felt like a single touch would be almost enough to make me edge. But it wasn’t. I had to use the makeup brush for almost 10 minutes at my super sensitive clit and it was pure torment because it didn’t help the ache (actually made me ache more), it was too soft, and it didn’t bring me any relief. Mistress asked if I wanted to cum. YES, PLEASE!!!!! I wasn’t even thinking, otherwise I would remember the thousands times she asked me if I wanted to cum in the weekend just to trap me with my answer and remember me that my wants doesn’t matter. This time she was going to punish me for wanting to cum.Well, she tried to teach it nicely first, right? My punishment was: Tie a string to 2 clothespins, put them on my nipples and tie my makeup brush to the string in a way it was hanging when I get on fours. My nipples are always too sensitive. It hurted a lot and also made me shiver a lot. Fuck. Then, on fours, put my dildo inside of my pussy and spank my ass 15, according to her comands. If the dildo falls rom my pussy, she’d add 2 more days until I get my ruins. It was the hardest thing I ever did. Moving was making the string bounce my nipples, slapping was hurting my skin and trying to keep the dildo in was making me moan more and more. I bet I looked so stupid and horny, getting pleasure from that dildo while suffering, but o couldn’t hold it. Yes, It fell.So now… Two more days and a red ass for me. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n