Denial log: Day 2- Am I finally turning into a mindless kitty?

Task: I will flip a coin and heads means I will mount my big dildo on something and ride it cowgirl, tails means I will ride it reverse cowgirl. I must ride slowly for 5 minutes while watching porn of a girl in the same position or involving orgasm control. After the 5 minutes I will kiss the top of the soaked dildo. I will do a minimum of 5 rounds of this.1: Heads=CowgirlI watched a POV video of a girl riding a cock cowgirl style but she was fucking it hard and fast. It made it so much harder not to really pound my pussy with my dildo šŸ™Š This dildo isn’t curved like my other one so it only rubs against my gspot a little bit and it was driving me crazy and made me want to rub my little clitty while I was fucking it. I didn’t, but I am left aching like crazy now 🄵 I gave my dildo a kiss and licked my yummy juices off my lips 😁2: Tails=ReverseI watched a girl riding reverse cowgirl this time and the guy kept pulling her down hard onto his cock by her hips and I couldn’t help but think about how much I want sir to guide and control me like that. Especially if he had a toy that he could use in my ass while he was using my pussy to make his cock happy 😁3: Tails=Reverse CowgirlI picked a video of a woman bent over and tied to a table like contraption while a guy was fucking her pussy with a massive dildo and making her squirt like crazy. It reminded me how badly I wish sir could tie me up so he could use my holes how he saw fit while I couldn’t move. It made me drip down over my dildo so much that it made a wet spot around the base and left a dry circle where it was suction cupped šŸ™ŠUpdate: My wifi went out so I can’t watch a video during my next round. I’m going to try and wait to do my last after it comes back but I’m not sure when that will be so I might have to finish without the porn.4: Heads=CowgirlBy now my legs are shaking the second the dildo starts stretching open my pussy and it’s incredibly difficult not to fuck my brains out with it, but I’ll be a better slut for sir if my brains melt slowly while I’m being used. When I finished I really just wanted to just stay there with the dildo inside of me and have a nap. Wouldn’t it be so nice to have sir fill me with his cock before I went to sleep so I could dream while I was filled up? 🤤5: Tails= ReverseWifi is back so I’m finishing this round at almost midnight.I used the orgasm control porn video from round 3 again because I couldn’t wait to push myself onto the dildo and so I didn’t want to waste time searching for another one 😳 I don’t even know what I was thinking this round. Maybe I wasn’t thinking anything? I hope I wasn’t thinking anything! It would be perfect if I could be just a mindless drippy kitty for sir to use! All I know is that I feel so empty now that none of my holes are filled and I love that not having anything inside me is what feels different now! I feel like I’m such a slutty kitty and I’m so happy sir is making me like this 😁I’m now sitting here with my ass impaled by sir’s cock (my plug, really but wouldn’t that be perfect) while I finish up this log. I can’t wait to see how he will use me today! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n