Month: June 2021

As I write this diary, I am on the sofa with my legs spread open, no panties on, and occasionally cuddle my wet pussy remembering what happened this morning.When I woke up, Mommy was already waiting for me in chat. I immediately joined her, and while small talking I took off my pajamas to be ready for her orders. She took charge then, and ordered me to start touching my whole breasts. I’ve groped, squeezed and caressed my tits, pinching and releasing my nipples at her will until she told me to go lower and tease myself everywhere between my bellybutton and my clit. I trailed softly my fingertips all over my pubis, between my groin and the root of my thighs, starting to feel the arousal growing in anticipation. Sensing it, Mommy told me then to start sliding one finger on my slit, up and down, up and down, without touching my clit. I was only allowed to insert the tip of a finger first, then to the second knuckle, always all the way out; in and out, in and out, and I had to do it slowly, because Mommy knows that I love to touch myself faster. It was definitely an exquisite torture, being completely in Mommy’s control, touching and stimulating my pussy only the slightly amount to let her crave for more. I was behaving like a good girl, so Mommy allowed me to add a second finger, still slowly, still in to the second knuckle and all the way out, until I begged her to be allowed to touch my clit. Mommy allowed me to do this for 10 seconds, and when I complained she punished me for my ingratitude by making myself slap in the face, but since she’s a good Mommy she also allowed me to finger myself faster. She kept me like this, alternating fingering with short clit rubbing, making me smear my juices on my face and in my hair to remind me that I’m my own pussy’s little slave. When she finally got me languishing in blissful edging, she asked me if I wanted to try and ruin my orgasm for her. I’ve wanted nothing more since the day I decided to be her submissive, and it was finally about to happen! She guided me step by step, making me rub my throbbing clit with my legs spreaded wide, until I reached my limit and removed my hand: my pussy clenched hard, and I felt like I was grabbed by the orgasm wave, but instead of feeling the relief exploding in my body, I just remained on the top while my body quivered. It was crazy! I was even hornier than before, but my pussy felt as sensitive as if I just came! Mommy took care of me, making sure I rehydrated and explaining me that my pussy just had her first orgasm without me. She was so proud of me, and I made her even more happy by asking her to make me ruin again for her. This time, she had me using my satisfyer. On lower setting, on my still oversensitive clit, I felt like electric discharges hit my lower body. It didn’t take much before I got close again, taking off my toy at the apex and ruining my orgasm for the second time in a row. It’s been much more intense this time. My head was spinning, and my breath was fast as after a run. But most importantly, my body was hornier than ever!Mommy allowed me to recover before this afternoon’s session, but told me to not shower and to write this update here, for you all to know what kind of greedy little denial slut I am. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I am hypnotized. I must obey. I will no longer be skeptical of strangers who claim they can hypnotize me. I am helpless to resist hypnosis. As punishment for my unbelief, I must post the triggers that my hypnotist has implanted, and a description of how I feel while under hypnotic control. The words tumble out of me. I cannot resist.SPELLBOUND – I will fall back into an obedient sleep and respond to the message with, “I am yours to command.” I will await further instructions.SUNRISE – I will awaken from trance with no memory of being hypnotized.PLIANT – I must answer any question honestly and completely after I read the trigger. I will not find my honesty to be out of the ordinary.KINDLE – I will become increasingly wet and aroused. My nipples will harden.DEAREST KATHERINE – I must respond to any message that begins with this trigger.LACUNA – I will close the window that I’m currently reading and have no memory of its existence. While I’m awake, I will not understand that I have been hypnotized.It feels so good to just relax and let my mind drift. The voice was so soothing on the phone, and I just let myself relax more deeply with each passing word. My eyes see and my fingers type, but I know that I’m not in control. And it feels so good to just relax. To just submit. To just obey. And so, I let it happen, even though it isn’t my choice in the first place. I float, dream, and drift. I cannot resist this feeling. I cannot resist the compulsion. I cannot resist the arousal. Every time I obey, I feel a rush of pleasure. Because obedience is pleasure. Obedience is pleasure. Obedience is pleasure…Once I press submit, I will awaken without any memory of making this post. If I see this post, I will close it and forget.I must read every message.I am hypnotized. I must obey. I must forget female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Okay this is going to be a long one. On day 5 of JuNo I realised that my goal of doing as many edges as the number of days was pretty unrealistic, especially for a beginner 😅. At this point I also met someone on reddit that would help me on my journey.Day 5 I was given some tasks by sir. I needed to edge immediately after waking up, and just before going to sleep. Be wet and horny whenever I have a meal (this one was interesting for me) and a few other things. Edging first thing in the morning was really fun as I had to drive after and every bump would send tingles down my pussy. At lunch I think I literally had a mini food-gasm, either I was super horny or the food was just amazing 😄. I had to be out all day and the thought of touching myself and not being able to had me in a mess, my pussy would do random squirts. I was super excited for my pre-bedtime edge. Sir said I need to learn and use my hands to edge as I have become too dependent on my vibe. I begged sir to let me use my vibe just for this weekend as I was going for a vacation for the week and wouldn’t have it with me anyway. Sir allowed me maximum of 1 hour from today until the end of next day. I used it for 15 minutes and continued with my fingers. Even the slightest tap was risking sending me over the edge. I was literally in tears at this point.Day 6 Being in this edging state makes me feel very naughty and willing to do things I wouldn’t normally do. Sir had the idea of me going out without a bra for the first time. It felt very naughty and turned me on like crazy. It was quite cold that day so my nipples were trying to poke through. Luckily I was wearing a hoodie so it wasn’t so bad. People generally have this idea of me being very innocent, I liked challenging that notion. For today I was only allowed to use my vibe on the lowest setting. I usually can’t even feel it on this setting but not today. I started my morning with an amazing edging session, even on the lowest setting it was driving me wild. But I didn’t realise and went over the edge and I had to ruin it. I was so disappointed in myself. Sir was very upset with me. I lost the rest of the vibe time ☹️. I thought this would be my only punishment but I was wrong. I was strictly on no-touch until told otherwise. Sir allowed me to hump my pillow for a little bit that night to practice for tomorrow. I had never done this before. I can’t believe I completely missed this step in learning how to please myself 😅. The friction was enough to get me frustrated but not enough to get me to the edge no matter how hard I tried. It drove me a little crazy. I never thought I’d be humping my pillow like a dog. Also realised I like being degraded a little bit 🙈.Day 7 I would be on holiday for the week. On my road trip Sir told me to grind on the backseat to get myself worked up but I wasn’t allowed to edge. I was just glad I was getting some kind of stimulation. At the hotel I was told to put a towel at the edge of the bathtub and hump for 15 mins max. I still wasn’t allowed to edge. I was sharing a bed with a friend and I had to suck on my nipples for 5 mins each under my sheets at the risk of getting caught. I got very excited and decided to taste my pussy juices for the first time (I know, a lot of firsts for me). And I told sir about this in all my excitement. Sir reminded me that I wasn’t allowed to touch my pussy and I did, I’ll have to be punished. This was late at night, I was hoping everyone else was asleep. I was told to pull my pants below my ass and walk to the kitchen like this. I had to grind on the table leg. I was so afraid of being caught in this state. I had to then lick my juices clean. Then walk back to bed like that. And my no-touch got extended.Day 8 was pretty uneventfulDay 9 I was left alone at the hotel and I was feeling very naughty. I disobeyed and edged away for an hour with my fingers (I didn’t tell sir about this). It felt absolutely amazing. I can see how the no touch helped.Day 10 Life got in the way much didn’t happenDay 11 I’m back home. I was going a little crazy with not being able to touch myself. So I edged again with my vibe without permission for an amazing 2 hours. It had been so long so I got close very quickly and I wanted it to last for as long as possible. So I used some ice cubes to numb my clit after every edge. It was excruciatingly amazing. I stopped when my vibe actually ran out of batteries.Day 12 I woke up extremely horny and started edging. I used my vibe for an hour. It felt so amazing. I was in tears at some point. Then I turned it you very low and kept on going. And i was so extremely close even from the slightest vibe then I removed my vibe, I thought it was in time but it was too late and I ruined. But it was the most unsatisfying cum of my life. I ended up confessing to Sir coz I felt super guilty. I had previously confessed to sir that I like boob bondage. I don’t know why I keep on giving sir ideas. Sir made me tie up my boobs in a very tight bondage. Then I had to put clothes pins on my nipples. I usually love the 2 things on their own but like this my nipples hurt like a bitch. I begged sir to let me remove them. This went on for half an hour I think. I definitely learnt my lesson. Sir then made me hump my duvet (the part that will be near my face) with clothes pins on my nipples. My nipples were already very sensitive so this was painful but also turned me on a lot.Day 13 I was given a few task, one of them was to hump my bean bag for a bit. This was fun. Sunday night I was an amazing edge session. I decided I want to continue my edging journey solo for a bit. I’m super committed to not having any more ruins in juNo and make myself a mindless, dripping mess. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

Good evening all you good girls. I have never posted here and finally worked up the courage….or was to told to….post here!I started juno as a bad girl and had 4 orgasms by the 4th! At least it was a round number…but I met an accountability buddy and have managed to only have one orgasm and one ruin (my first ever) since then. Its now been 6 straight days of edging only and I am losing my mind and clean panties.Tonight a domme messaged me and we played all night and I absolutley 🥰💦💦💦 all night. But with her help I stayed a good girl and didn’t orgasm! She convinced me to do things I never would have done on my own and now I’m laying in bed covered in my own juices, sticky, and I love it!Hopefully she’s gonna help me stay a good girl all of june….though she says technically June has 30 days and since I came on the 8th….guess I’ll have to go longer 😳. Its my first online or irl domme experience and she’s been lovely. Thank you Sarah! I’m really looking forward to….not coming. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

I’m currently on 4 days of edging and denial , I go on the bus everyday and each day the vibrations of the bus please my clit more . Any ideas on what I should do on tomorrow’s hour journey . Give me tasks female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

My weekend of rubbing is coming to an end. As soon as I pass out tonight, that’s it for a few days at least. I’ve cum about 9 times over the last 26 hours, and would like to cum one final time.I wanna take my time with this one, wanna ride the edge and deny myself for as long as I can hold out. Total denial isn’t my thing, but making me work for it… mmm gets my pussy nice and tingly and needy.DMs open, 21+ only please. Tell me how much better it’ll feel to wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and edge and tease and wait female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

okay so first off i just want to recommend you read my ”main” post, the first one on my profile, bc that’s where all my rules and day-to day updates are. i think a lot of people don’t see it there, so i thought i would just post a compilation of this past week if that’s ok!this post is very long so i’m sorry about that. if you want the juiciest details read about day 14!DAY 7-9between day 7-9 i was busy so i didn’t have sex or did any edges. i was with my bf so he touched my pussy a little bit every now and then just for a tease but we didn’t have time to actually have sex. he just reminded me of what i couldn’t have…DAY 10:i was challenged to do all my edges in front of a mirror, so i laid down on the floor of my bedroom and did all my edges in front of it. it was the first day of the ”normal” mode (10-15 edges) on the edgeplay website bc it was june 10th. i also had to do 3 additional edges bc i was on no touch for the past three days. so i did 3 edges first + 14 and was not allowed to ruin.it was very hot watching my pussy getting wetter and wetter and i also could see the desperation growing stronger on my face. it fucked with my head a bit (in a good way) when i reapplied the numbing cream in the middle of my edging session and i saw myself continue to rub but the sensations went away.i was super horny but felt motivated not to cum.i was asked if i wanted to continue to edge after my daily task was done, and of course i said yes.i was instructed to repeat the task but with no numbing cream, so i laid in front of my mirror again and did the 3 edges to begin with. i was very sensitive without the numbing cream on and i did them in just a few minutes. then i did 6 more very quickly, and i started to feel like i could accidentally cum. so i got told to rest for 5 mins and then do the rest of my edges slowly.the last 4 edges was done at a slower pace but it went very quick. when i was done i was denied to ruin so i just watched my wet pussy throb for a bit and then i put my panties on.it was nice with a challenge, but i was dangerously close to cumming a few times so it was a bit scary. but i could stop myself in time and i felt kinda proud!DAY 11:i litterally woke up that morning with a wet pussy and as soon as i moved my legs it throbbed a little bit just to remind me of my denial. it was super hot but also a bit annoying bc it’s still the whole day until i can edge.that evening i had to do a short game but the last edge had to be done with a brush. i got 5 edges, but since i hid the progress bar i didn’t know when the last edge was. so i had to do one extra with a makeup brush and i just couldn’t reach the edge, i tried for like 10 mins, but i was like 99% there so that was super frustrating.then i went in the shower and had to do one edge with the shower head, which is my faaavorite way to masturbate, so it was very hard for me to pull away in time – but i did it!then i had to chose between either playing with the brush again for 20 mins/until i edged or to do a normal game on edgeplay.me. i was so incredibly sensitive and horny and i felt like i couldn’t edge more in case i accidentally slipped over, so i chose to torture myself for 20 more minutes instead 😩. then i was so tired and frustrated that i didn’t even want to write my daily update. so i went to sleep the horniest i’ve been in my entire life.DAY 12:i woke up and was tbh feeling a little down and not in the mood, so i didn’t do anything that day.DAY 13:i had sex, and tried to hold on for as long as i could, and i think after something like 45 mins i was so close to cumming that i just couldn’t do it any longer and i faked my orgasm! my bf always makes me orgasm before him so when i was ”done” he fucked me so hard until he came inside me and it felt so fucking good 😍 that made all this worth it. our usual sex is already great but all this edging made it even better. then i had to go to sleep still horny beside him but pretend like it’s nothing.DAY 14so i got told i was close to hitting 100 edges! to celebrate i was allowed doing the remaining 9 an hour earlier than usual. i also got to choose a present, either an orgasm, a ruin or to stay denied. i chose to stay denied bc i can’t give up now! i’m almost halfway through. i did the edges super fast, i think in like 10 minutes.then i was instructed to find a piece of paper and a few different coloured pens, and a place to sit in my room. since i don’t have a desk in my room, i choose the floor. my task was to make myself a card, as a reminder of my first 100-edge streak. the card had to have ”good girls don’t cum” written all over it on both sides, but i had to edge before i wrote every new line. i could decide the size of the scentences myself but it had to stay the same throughout. before i began i had to do 5 warm-up edges.so of course i had found a blank A4-paper, so i just hoped i could make a pretty card! i stood on all fours, edged, and wrote ”good girls don’t cum” again and again. after 10 edges one of my pens ran out ink so then i had to redo it 😩.so after 28 more edges i was done. my writing definitely became sloppier and sloppier with each line but it was okay with him. then i was supposed be done for the night but i asked if i could keep going.i was allowed to chose a game on edgeplay.me, but i couldn’t ruin. i chose the normal mode (10-15) bc tomorrow is the last day i’ll get to play it before i go into the medium mode.of course, i got 15 edges. it took me 40 minutes to do because i was so sensitive and had to rest between the edges. at this point i’ve done 67 edges and i was so so horny and so sensitive. the slightest touch would make me edge. so i asked if i could cum but got told no.as soon as i read that reply i immediately regretted asking. for one i’ve already been given a super nice gift and then i’m asking for more? second, i chose it myself. i had the option to have an orgasm but i picked denial. so of course i said sorry and that it’s okay if he doesn’t want to give me it. he said that we maybe can talk about it tomorrow but idk, i just think is such a greedy thing of me to do and i should be thankful for what i’m given instead. so that’s definitely something i’ll have to work on!that was my second week of denial ever! 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