weekly report for my master (day 240 into my new life of being denied)

I’m back with my (usually) regularly scheduled weekly report. I’m sorry this one is late but it’s a good read this week so I hope you enjoy ☺️you can find my previous reports here and here (feel free to comment but if you wanna message me personally please ask my master u/Separate-Amoeba first)heyyyyy weekly report here that is totally on time and not two days late 🥴 you know what, I think this one was worth waiting for because I took a big step this week that truly made me a better slut: I finally sucked a guys cock for the first time!!!! and all the details are here along with all the details for everything else i’ve done this week.I went out with my friend this past week and I usually try to do a public edge when I do go out but I couldn’t find the time. but clearly something happened or I wouldn’t be writing this right now. while we were wandering around I saw a sex toy shop and made my friend go in with me cuz I thought it would be funny. it was very funny and we found out that they had a wheel you could spin for prizes. anddd me and my friend both won free sex toys 🥴 she gave hers to me cuz she didn’t want it so I got 2 new free vibrators. uhmm another thing, none of my friends know about any of this stuff that I do but master has been suggesting that I tell them since the very beginning of this. I finally did it that day and she was sort of surprised but also said she’d expect this from me 🥴 I’m getting a reward for that ☺️ cuz he really has been trying to get me to do this for a long timenow to talk about something that has been long overdue, becoming a real slut 😁 my owner has been telling me to go suck a dick for months now and I finally found the courage to do it. I went on tinder and after talking to a couple guys I found a 40 year old guy who was ready to pick me up right then and there. we drove around looking for a place where I could suck him off in public. I was already wet from the anticipation of it all and then he put his hand on my thigh and would occasionally let his hand drift to rub my pussy through my pants and, aaaaaaahhhh, I fucking liked that a lot!!!! I was soaked before we even found a place.we eventually got to a park with some trails and I briefly thought am I really gonna go down a secluded path with a strange man more than double my age and I decided that yes, I was, because I was horny and desperately wanted to suck cock. I was ready to get right on my knees and start sucking but I was really excited. he started with some teasing instead. you know, playing with my tits, kissing my neck from the back (I really liked that too 😳) then we got into the fun stuff, he sat on a fallen tree and I got on my knees (and let me tell you it really felt like I belonged there 😌) god, I was so happy when I finally got his dick outI gave him a handjob for a little bit, just to get him fully hard and then I finally got to get him in my mouth. that first moment was so fucking great, I loved having a real dick in my mouth (my dildos don’t compare 🥴) and I loved knowing I was pleasing another person even more. andddd I was doing a fairly good job at it cuz he had me stop after a bit so he wouldn’t cum too soon 😌 after that we kinda made out and the focus shifted to me. I wasn’t gonna let him make me cum, that would’ve ruined this long ass denial streak I got going on. he did rub my clit and finger me to the edge tho, and having someone else’s hands on me and getting me to the edge is really fucking fun. also he pulled my hair during this and OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH (it’s really the little things with me ig)back to the blowjob, he started to get slightly more rough with me, which only means I started to like it a lot more. he kept pushing my head all the way down his cock and he’d hold me there for a couple seconds before pulling me back up just to repeat it over and over. he pulled me off one last time to ask if he can cum in my mouth to which I very happily replied “yes please” to. this is literally one of my favorite fantasies. I love thinking about being cummed on and in and it was finally happening. I think those high expectation led me to not enjoy it as much but I still loved it. I kept sucking his cock after he came to make sure I got every last drop. this is getting long so to close off I clearly had a lot of fun. I was embarrassed to be doing it in public and I felt pretty desperate and pathetic the whole time. so thank you master for pushing me to finally suck cock and thank you random tinder guy.along with all the good I did this week was a lot of bad… like a looooot of bad (I’m sorry master)I was being passive aggressive towards him so he had me balance ice cubes on my head until they melted. it was just gonna be 2 normal ones but I did 2 edges before doing the punishment (which wasn’t allowed) so he made it 2 bigger ice cubes. it took 2 fucking hours for that shit to melt. I was gonna actually cry, I hated it but I was still fucking horny during it 🥴 master says it’s because I “love being made to do things I hate” which is usually true but I don’t want to admit it 🙄I told him I hated him and to “fuck off” because….idk, I was just being a moody bitch. I had to put one of my clamps on my clit and lightly pull for 15 minutes and set up a zipper and rip it off at the end of that time. the tugging really hurt and it was starting to build up and really turn me on. what i’m saying is all the pain got me to the edge 🥴 the zipper hurt a lot more this time. it literally had me doubled over in pain. so yeah after the zipper and taking off the clamp my tits and clit were very sore 🤕I also told him fuck you and that I didn’t care about anything he wants me to do. I was told to beat my ass with the flogger until I’m sorry, which takes a longggg time btw. my ass was red and stinging and sore. it hurt to sit for a couple hours after that. this was also done before I had to travel and I was kinda worried my ass would hurt the whole time. he actually had me beat my ass again right before I left 🥴 but it didn’t hurt during my trip.that same day we were going back and forth about something and I told him he was wrong and he would’ve sent proof supporting his claim by now if it existed. I didn’t think that would get me punished but it did 🙃 he took away my clit for a few days. which was very mean cuz I wanted to be able to hurt it in those coming days. and right after that I told him to ease up on the punishments and that somehow got me punished too. like wtf?? I just had to smack my face which I really like and sends me into sub space way too easily but still I wasn’t expecting to be punished. and he wouldn’t even let me smack my face more than once, he’s mean 😔yet another punishment for my passive aggressive bitching 🙃 I’m currently on vacation and this punishment was to be fine while I was traveling there. I had to take off my panties and edge before going through airport security and try to go through with a wet spot in my pants. I did the edge in the airport bathroom with my panties in my mouth while fingering my cunt, which was pretty embarrassing. it was also really embarrassing knowing that I was carrying my wet panties in my bag. I had got take something out and they almost came out with it as well 🤡in the airport I kinda fell asleep and I had a sex dream 🤡 it was just a recreation of what happened while giving the guy a blowjob but rougher. when I woke up I realized where i was and what just happened and got very embarrassed 😳. I got two edges done in the plane. one was done from my seat with just my tits while I imagined myself being tied up in the bathroom with “free use” written on me. second one was done in the plane bathroom. I had clothespins on my tits while I desperately fingered my cunt. that one left me very horny for a while.I feel like this closing off paragraph needs to be me not just thanking my master but also apologizing, cuz I was a real bitch this week. I did accomplish something huge because of my owner and I’m very grateful for him pushing me to do it so thank you for encouraging me to be a better slut master. all his training has been to make me the best slut I can be so I can please as many people as possible and I’m very happy it’s working. I’m also very sorry for my behavior this past week. I know it’s unacceptable and I will try to be better. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n