Denial Log- Days 15/16

Day 15Task: Many Positions MondayUsing my big dildo, I may slowly fuck my pussy for 5 minutes at a time. NO touching my clit. Each rotation must be in a different position. I will whisper naughty talk to myself as if I am begging Daddy for more, telling him what I promise to do for him, etc. I may do as many rotations as I want, and bonus points for taking photos to see how much hornier and sluttier I get.Rotation Log:On my back with my legs spread- I forgot how big that dildo is! I love how much it stretches my tight pussy and it made me so wet that I dripped down over my ass and left a wet spot on my bed! I kept asking sir to fuck me harder, to use my pussy hard and fast to make him cum like a good slut. It’s so frustrating to only go slow but I need to continue learning how to just keep sir’s cock wet and warm with my holes. I am so glad that sir is teaching me how to be good for him. Also, I took a picture of my wet pussy before and a video of me pushing the dildo inside me the first time, but I became so mindlessly slutty that I forgot to take an after.Dildo suctioned to the wall while I fuck my pussy from behind with it- I really, really liked this one! it’s one of, if not my top, favourite ways to be fucked so it was so nice! I started imagining that I was allowed to use sir’s cock to make my pussy feel good but that I had to do the work and earn it. I don’t know if I said anything dirty to myself because again, I now just turn into a brainless kitty with this huge dildo inside me! I did take before and after photos as well as some videos, so I think Daddy will be very happy!Treat Task- Sir had me mount my dildo on the wall again. He had me slowly run my finger up and down my slit and clit which drove me wild with how hard and sensitive my clitty was feeling! Eventually I had begged well enough that I was allowed to push back onto the dildo until just the head was inside me, hold 5 seconds, then pull back off. I was begging for sir to fuck me deeper but he pointed out that I obviously wasn’t needy enough yet since I was still calling him sir instead of Daddy! After what felt like a very frustrating and enjoyably achy lifetime, I was allowed to be filled more, but only half way! Sir wanted to focus on fucking his pussy so I was not to touch my clit even though I asked nicely. I want to make his cock happy so I gladly focused on just pleasing his cock. I was then allowed to push all the way back onto the dildo, hold 5 seconds, then pull it all the way back out. After a little bit I was getting tired so I laid on my back and continued this until sir let me fuck faster! Not too fast, but enough to feel like he was really enjoying how his pussy felt squeezing around his cock as he fucked it. Then he let me pound his pussy!! I squirted so much and so fast with that! I thanked Daddy for letting me use his pussy to make his cock feel good. Then he let me suck and lick my honey and squirt off my dildo while imagining that I was polishing his cock clean after he had used me to cum.​Daily Edge Count: 0 Daily Squirt Count: 1Total Edge Count: 43 Total Squirt Count: 1​Day 16Task: Buttslut Sleeve DayFor each rotation I may choose from a variety of toys to use, fuck, and fill my ass. When I use anal beads, I will count each bead as I pop them inside. I will pull up a video of women’s assholes being fucked or toyed and watch for 5 minutes with my ass filled and while I brush my clit. I will do a minimum of 5 rotations.Rotation Log:Larger of my medium plugs- All I had to do was push my plug in and I was already squirming all over the place! I was wishing so badly that Daddy could fuck my ass. My clitty is so sensitive today that it was aching a lot and I just wanted to rub it so hard and fast but I kept brushing slowly and am extra needy now!Anal beads- I popped the beads in one by one and it made me moan each time! I was so difficult to rub slowly with 10 inches of beads so deep inside my ass and my clitty aching so much, but I kept thinking, “Be a good slut for Daddy” and stayed slow. I ended up edging twice which was so nice and so frustrating!Replacement Ass Fucking Task- Sir let me use my smaller dildo in my ass! I was given 5 minutes to fill, stretch, fuck, tease, and generally experiment on my ass with it. I had never used a dildo in my ass before so I was really nervous but it was incredible! I tried a lot of different ways and positions.I started on my hands and knees and I slowly pushed just the tip inside. Once that was inside me though, getting the rest in was easy and felt amazing! I went slowly and didn’t really fuck myself, more so just tried different depths. When I finally pushed it all the way in, I loved it!Then I laid on my back and tried slowly fucking my ass which was a little harder because of the angle, I think. My ass started feeling very hot as well. I had to take a short break a couple of times. I liked this position because I could feel the fucking a lot more, but it was less pleasurable. It felt more like my ass was being used as opposed to me being fucked to feel good.Then I tried on my hands and knees with my legs closed more which made my ass feel tighter. That hurt a little more but I think I would like being pushed a little more like that. The best way I can describe it is like using nipple clamps. It’s a little bit painful in a way that just makes me more achy and desperate. I also tried being a buttslut cocksleeve like this and it was wonderful! I love keeping Daddy’s cock warm and happy in my ass and this felt so much closer to that than a plug! I think I like being used as a cocksleeve so much because it makes me desperate to fuck it but that’s not what I am being used for and I like being a good kitty for Daddy, even if it means I am denied more.Then I suctioned my dildo to my laptop underneath me and rode it and that was the best as far as making me feel good goes! I could have rode it for so much longer but I ran out of time! It felt so good having my hole stay stretched the whole time and using my ass on the dildo. I can’t imagine how great it would feel to use my ass like that to make Daddy’s cock feel so happy.Smaller of my medium plugs- I could immediately feel my ass clenching around the plug and my clitty was hard and swollen and achy! I edged twice while imagining being Daddy’s clenchy cocksleeve while he watched TV or did work or paid attention to something else besides his achy cocksleeve kitty. He was only using me to keep his cock warm and I was brushing my clit just to make sure I stayed drippy for daddy’s comfort.Gold Princess Plug- This plug is so much wider than the others so I was feeling so stretched the whole time! I was so close to edging almost as soon as I started but I tried not to, I wanted to try to hold my edge back and focus on making sir feel good! It worked better than I was expecting and I didn’t edge until right as my timer went off and I had to stop which was super frustrating!​Reward Task: I may find a 10-15 minute video of girls using their ass to ride a cock or I may focus on how I am feeling. I will mount my dildo on something and ride it with my ass. I should take an audio recording of a portion to use in a future task.Log: I decided not to watch porn and just to focus on how it felt to have my ass fucked, and boy did it feel good! I had to stay mostly quiet because I was not home alone but according to my recording, I wasn’t able to stay totally silent! Pulling off of the dildo made me whimper and moan the most when I accidentally went too fast, but pushing down on it felt the best! At one point I just sat on it and made little circles with my hips and that drove me crazy! I did have to take a couple breaks and stop after 8 minutes and 11 seconds, but hopefully Daddy will be able to use and train my ass even more now so I can use it for so much longer for him!​Daily Edge Count: 5 Daily Squirt Count: 0Total Edge Count: 48 Total Squirt Count: 1​I am now finishing this log sitting with my little dildo pushed all the way into my ass. My hole has been clenching and throbbing around it the whole time and my pussy is dripping so much!I will also be posting my logs at least once a week, but more depending on the length of them. 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