So its been awhile since I posted, and this could go long.So I failed juno…..at 18 days in. My gf made me cum, knowing it would extend my denial and anger my domme. 🙃She was very mad. So I began a new denial period with my new time at 45 days. 30 because that was the juno goal, and the extra 15 for the 4 orgasms I had during my day of….relapse. Also, i had to spank my cunt with a hairbrush 1000 times before I was allowed to touch and edge again.So life got in the way and before I knew it I had only done 400 spanks in 2 weeks. I went 16 days without so much as stroking my g spot or rubbing my sensitive little clit. I really wanted my pussy back, so I decided it was time to get it over with. I just finished my strokes today, I did 600 in 3 days, 200 on each day. Domme made me do all of them at 7/10 to 10/10 intensity 😢.By the time i finished this afternoon my poor pussy was red, my inner labia are twice the size they should be, and I have little marks, and even a small bruise just below my clit 😭. I’ve never pushed myself past the point where the pain overrides the kink and pleasure and became pure punishment, but now I have. I yelled and cried and almost didn’t finish it all except domme kept encouraging and ordering me and I couldn’t override her orders.I feel so accomplished to have marked my own cunt with a punishment, even though I regret the circumstance and feel punished. Domme then allowed me to edge, and at first I almost didn’t because of how raw and painful my clit area was….but I had so much built up I powered through.I pulled some wetness out of my pussy and rubbed through the pain and sting and suddenly it turned heavenly. I edged 16 times in about 10 mins, I was so sensitive from the no touch and spanks I couldn’t believe how it felt. I rubbed my sore clit raw for the edges, and on my last edge stopped for 3 to 4 seconds and cried no as I couldn’t hold it and had my first ruin in 18 days. I stopped so early I got nothing out of it, but the pause made me suddenly feel all the sting and pain and I had to stop rubbing. I feel guilty about the ruin as I wasent given permission but I tried so hard to hold it. I spread my legs and squeezed my muscles and tried to hold back any feeling but my pussy simply wouldn’t stop clenching.I’m sorry domme, I regret cumming and I will never cum again without permission.She wanted me to make sure everyone knew how incredibly proud and happy she was with me that I completed the punishment and that I’m a good girl now. I will do my best to make sure dommes pussy doesn’t come without her express permission from now on. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n