Month: July 2021

yesterday

OK, let me just put it out there first. I’ve been into orgasm denial for a long time. And I am seriously turning into a submissive.In 2020, with all the lock downs and such, I stayed home a lot. And my decision to never orgasm without permission and only when I am with someone else got reinforced (thank you Internet). AND I picked up the habit of edging every day.So, yesterday. I was a dripping mess. It’s become my normal state. But yesterday. yeah.I went to my basement to work out. I do yoga, and treadmill and once a week do some weights.I was so, sooooo horny. I thought that I could never convince myself to orgasm. That conditioning is pretty deep for me. But I thought maybe I could trick my body into it.So I got my nipple clamps and wrapped them around the laundry wrack where I hang clothes to dry. Then kicked off my shoes and socks and attached the clamps so that I had to stand on tiptoe on the cold concrete floor. I tried to rock back and forth, hoping to be able to orgasm from nipple stimulation. But it didn’t work.SO I went to the workout bench. I attached the chain from the clamps to bar, straddled the bench, and rocked back and forth.So , here I was, a wet, sopping mess, humping a weight bench so that the clamps would pull hard on my nipples on the off chance that it would make me cum.And I couldn’t help thinking… what a cum slut I’ve become! How desperate am I? Hell, I’d fuck anything (or anyone) right now!In the end, it didn’t work. I got sooooo close though, but just couldn’t get the right angle to finish. I mean, I really thought that I could make it. But, just not quite.I wanted to get to the edge, then pull the clamps without moving my hips, so I wouldn’t be orgasming from vaginal stimulation. (this was my loophole, I thought). But it just didn’t work. Almost. Like SERIOUSLY almost. But not quite.I guess it was a great ending to my workout though? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n