Month: July 2021

Wedding, breeding & dripping pussy

Since two months my Owner & I are happily married! 🙂 So I decided to share some updates about my slutty journey.If you followed my previous posts you know that my Owner planned to breed me as soon as possible after the weeding, starting from the wedding night. As promised he did. It’s been two months already and I’m still not pregnant, but he’s working on it 😉 He doesn’t put much pressure on it, but he is using me regularly 🙂 I hope to carry his children soon.Since the beginning of 2021 I don’t have full orgasms, only ruined ones that became my normal orgasms. It’s much harder for me than I thought it will be, but I’m doing my best with his help. I’m going for massages etc. with full body care to ensure my best possible well being 🙂 Coping with lack of orgasms is extremely hard. Last time I became a dripping mess during my gyno checkup and almost came, but somehow I managed to ask doctor to stop, which he did. My Owner considered using numbing gel on me before the checkups, but it would make pap smear results all wrong, so he’s thinking about other options (I’m open to suggestions that I could pass to him).From other updates I’m not allowed to use full body swimming costume or long pants on the swimming pool, which is a problem, since I’m not allowed to shave or even trim my pubic hair and their are visible in two-part swimming costume. I can either drop swimming, which I love, or live with it. I haven’t been on the swimming pool since the ban came into action.When at home, I’m no longer permitted to wear panties ever, so during my periods, when at home, I need to sit on towels and wash them and clean myself very often.My evening routine also changed. At least two days a week I sleep in my cage, positioned on all fours, with steel dildo inside of my pussy. During every showering I have to have a clips on my clit & nipples, that my Owner places there before the shower after numbing the clit & nipples and removes after he finishes showering me. While still under shower, on all fours, I get 30 lashes (20 warm up an 10 strong ones) on my butt, followed by 10 to each udder (7 warm up and 3 strong ones) after I get up. These numbers are to go up with time. After the shower, spread-eagle, I get 5 strong hits on my clit to remind me how worthless peace of body it is.Few days ago I had a ruin for which I’m still grateful to my Owner, because it was unsuspected. He decided to use me in the toilet on the highway and started to touch my clit, which I totally didn’t suspect (I can’t cum w/o clit stimulation and he doesn’t touch it unless he wants me to come). I told him when I was really close, as I usually do and he allowed me to come. I asked him why was that, for which his only answer was a spank on my crotch.Last month I spent half of the night screaming after my Owner, who left me tied on all fours in the basement after using me & playing with me, crying and begging him to come back and let me cum. He didn’t, but he watched me on camera he had. He came back in the morning, when I calmed down.I will share more updates when they cross my mind 🙂 It’s all happening really fast right now. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n

My new daily task

Gosh I’m so excited for this denial!! My count is dripping wet already and it’s only day 6. My Sir gave me the task of 10 maximum regular edges per day and he wants a minimum of 10 numbed edges every day using numbing lidocaine. Yesterday I did the numbed edges first and waited a few hours and did the regular edges 10 total. For every regular edge after 10 I have to put icy hot on my clit and for every numbing edge I miss I have to put icy hot on clit for 10 seconds. I haven’t done my task today but will in a little bit. I’m already learning that even regular edges are a privilege and can be taken away. Pleasure is a privilege for good girls. I’m working on being a good girl for my Sir!! female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n