I only got about 4.5 hours the night following my first 24 hours of denial which consisted of probably at least 20 edges. Following suggestions in the comments and from messages, I made good use of my time awake in the middle of the night. My favorite was having my vibrator in my pussy, kept in place by my panties and booty shorts. I couldn’t keep it on though- It would have pushed me over. I also tried temperature play for the first time using ice! Kinda fun, but it did not calm my needy clit long enough to fall asleep. I’ve read a little about hypnosis and Cal’s Curse, and I found the audio. I think I listened to it twice but it could have been three times… we will see in the near future what the results will be!I only ever had one toy until yesterday, when I decided to go to a sex store (if that’s what they are called?) and buy a dildo. I don’t have a lot of firsthand experience with penises so I was definitely feeling lost and embarrassed looking at so many dildos. I went for the most simple one I could find but it’s much bigger than my vibrator which is intimidating. Finally, I got home, got naked, and got to edging. I actually started by catching up on my reddit messages and notifications, while keeping a single finger lightly on my clit without moving it. For 30 minutes. It was the best kind of torture! I was very ready to be stimulated after a long day of work and errands. I mixed and matched with my hands, vibrator settings and placement, body positions, etc. I also used my new dildo for the very first time. It’s definitely going to take a while to fit the whole thing in, because I used a lot of lube and I barely fit the tip! I definitely felt a stretching sensation and it hurt a little during (and after- it was kind of sore for at least another hour) but I did my best! I’m excited by the challenge. That was the afternoon and by nighttime I didn’t get a chance to play with myself or even listen to Cal’s Curse again! I managed to sleep through the night and I did so without wearing panties- not something I normally do. That nakedness and vulnerability made me feel every sensation at a heightened degree and I felt like a very good girl. I don’t have a master at the moment (I am not looking for one but if you are interested in the full story I am happy to share) but it made me feel good to know that if I had one I would be fully ready for his use at a moment’s notice. This morning I didn’t have time for any edging but I have some scheduled in my head for today, and I plan on listening to Cal’s Curse again as I understand it should be listened to regularly for the hypnosis to have it’s best effect. female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n