Month: August 2021

Day 8, I want to be good. How do I stay tight and give men more pleasure with my virgin pussy?

It has been 8 days since my first time edging. Suffice it to say, I see myself being used to fuck ever time I close my eyes. Iā€™ve never been horny like that for so long before. As the week progressed, Iā€™ve found less time to edge which Iā€™m growing frustrated about. I am in public most of the time, and my room doesnā€™t even have a lock! This weekend I went away with family and despite my room being right next to my brotherā€™s I couldnā€™t resist the urge to edge myself and used my vibrator. I have no idea wether or not he heard me or knew what I was doing but I just had to. I havenā€™t touched myself in days and by the time I stopped I was shaking, panting, and coated in sweat. Generally a wet mess. It makes me fantasize about being physically dominated and used, tied up and spread open. The image totally turns me on. While writing this, I am trying to find something I can hump discreetly (any suggestions please let me know). It felt so good and I came close to the edge about 4 times. I almost let myself go over but I am a good girl! I think Calā€™s Curse is working because I was stimulating myself a lot and before the hypnosis it could have made me come but now I didnā€™t. I was taking a ā€œnapā€ while doing this and thankfully no one interrupted me until after I had put my vibrator away. I donā€™t want to get caught but I am also too horny not to end up putting myself in these situations. My toys are waterproof so I think I will use them later while ā€œtaking a showerā€. I feel like such a slut (in the best way); I just want to be fucked rough. I have a thing for my brotherā€™s friend (1.5 years younger than me) and because of my religious observances there is no chance of us hooking up but gosh do I want him to grab me and just take my virgin pussy and slap my ass bright red! Iā€™m thinking this about my little brotherā€™s friend! I feel like I might be going a little crazy in terms of my sexual imagination because every man I see I evaluate as a potential fuck even though I donā€™t even have sex! (I am waiting for marriage). Even though only one dick will ever be inside of me, right now I want every dick. I want my aching throbbing pussy to be put to good and regular use. For now, edging will have to do. My new dildo is girthier than anything that has gone into my pussy before and I want to fit it but I also donā€™t want to stretch myself out. I understand that a tighter pussy is more pleasurable for a man… should I use the dildo? If I stop using it for a while will my pussy go back to how it was? How do these things work? I love feeling full while I stimulate my clit- it brings my most intense pleasure, but if it means I canā€™t be tight I donā€™t know if it is worth it? What do you think? female orgasm denial Get your own Orgasm Control toys: For men: http://www.amzn.to/1V6XQvv For women: https://ift.tt/1UWn54n